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  • Time 4h 36m
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Ongoing, First published Jun 18, 2023
2 new parts
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Book 1 of the 饾櫨饾櫧饾櫥饾殘 series 

饾棔饾椆饾棶饾椄饾棽 饾棪饾棶饾椈饾棸饾椀饾棽饾槆: The past is what made him change due to lies and uncertainty. He lost the only girl he cared about, friendships, and the ability to let anyone in. Eventually, the two main causes of his problems are back in his life. That can only mean one thing, the truth is revealed, and not just about his friendships, but also about his family. Will he be able to let the one person he's ever cared about back in his life, or will the truth, destroy him even more? Blake has a decision to make, and that will either make or break his future after high school.

饾棓饾椆饾棽饾槄饾椂饾榾 饾棫饾棶饾槅饾椆饾椉饾椏: She grew up with wealth and privilege, and her parents pushed her to excel in school. People may view her as a gift from God, but she doesn't perceive herself in that way. Her life feels like a complete lie, and her parents aren't around as, leaving a sense of emptiness. She wonders if the first boy she truly cared for can reignite the spark in her life or will it cause her more pain to let him in due to past events. Should she let him back in with an explanation and the truth, or risk getting her again and moving on from the past?


Read more to find out what happens with Blake and Alexis. Do they find their way back to each other or does the truth make them grow farther apart?
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