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I'm sorry...for everything

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Parts 6
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Reads 9,853
Votes 296
Parts 6
Time 2h 34m

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How I would imagine things happen after ep 6 of only friends.

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Nobody had ever loved him. Not his so called friends nor his father. Not even his own mother had ever told him that she loved him. Ray was sure of that. They all just saw him as a burden. 

Was he really that unlovable?

But also, did he even deserve to be loved?All Rights Reserved

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Blurring lines 🔞 | Firstkhao by idontgiveafuuuvk

Ray and Alan are both heartbroken. Ray, because his best friend found a boyfriend and left him feeling alone. Alan, because his boyfriend of five years just cheated on him. They meet at a beach party on Ray's 23rd birthday and Alan's last night before walking away from his old life. One thing leads to another, and they end up having a hot, steamy one-night stand right there on the beach. But things get complicated when they see each other again, not as two strangers who hooked up, but as student and professor. And that's not all. Suddenly, Mew, the guy who always pushed Ray away, starts acting clingy, sweet, and maybe even interested. Meanwhile, Ray's doing everything he can to get that sexy man from the beach back in his bed. The problem? Alan has one very strict rule: never blur the line between business and pleasure. ---- ***I post at least 3 times a week (more when I can🤪)*** Content Warning: 🔞 I will always include a 🔞 warning for any content that is explicit, mature, or potentially triggering. Please read at your discretion. -smut -age gap (8 years) -trauma / toxic behavior -drug use/suicidal tendencies -long story/slowburn romance If such stories aren't your preference, feel free to skip them. Your comfort is important!

Will I reach you? by jeongguk_taetae

Sand never thinks about ray, correction, he never NOT thinks about ray

when love dies [akkayan] by onelostpanda

Aye loves Akk. If you were to ask anyone who knows them, they would say that Aye is completely in love with Akk. It's an universal truth, everyone knows. And for a while, Akk loved him too. In his own imperfect way, with his own insecurities, but Akk did. Ayan always thought that would be enough. (...) Mew's presence seems like an umbrella in the middle of a storm, his hand the path to walk away from the dark cloud once again. Looking into his eyes, he can feel the sun trying to shine through the darkness again. Maybe he actually is an angel, sent just to keep him afloat for a little while longer, perhaps until he can find his own footing again. - what if Ray is actually Ayan? And Mew saved his life when he was thinking about jumping off of the cliff? - 🖤V☆

The Rockstar & The Balladeer : A SandAyan Story by AllThingsFK

Ayan's dream has always been to be a songwriter and singer, but he was forced to take over as the CEO of his mother's record company when she passed away. Now Ayan's dream had been reduced to singing in a bar a few times a week under the name Ray. As Ray, Ayan takes on a whole other personality-sexy, sultry & mysterious. Sand's real dream is to perform at all the famous music festivals in the world, but to do that he knows he has to get famous first. Sand is a talented rockstar who's career is on the rise after he was signed with The Eclipse Records. As he works towards achieving his dream in the meantime, Sand still sings at YOLO like had been doing all this years. There in YOLO, Sand meets Ray. It was hate at first sight... well... for Ray at least. Not knowing why, Sand was curious because he finds Ray just a little bit too attractive. On the day his music career was about to launched, he finds out, Ray wasn't Ray at all, he was Ayan, his boss and CEO of the Eclipse Record. How will Sand handle finding out the boy he was infatuated with is actually his boss? How will Ayan convince Sand to keep his secret for him?

Villain's Cop by bloodvibes06

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Psycho Stalker by Dizzy_firstkhao

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Love Written By Blood // FirstKhao by myjoongdunk

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Apologies after breaking heart ♡︎ by Dizzy_firstkhao

(🔞⚠️ read at your own risk) "Wha-what are you doing Khao? Come and sleep na?" First said and tried to push Khaotung from kissing him, but instead of that Khaotung went on top of him and started kissing him. "Khao...Khao? " First said. "Babe I'm needy...i wanna have you. So please let me have you." Khaotung said. "But but....I'm very tired and i wanna sleep right now. And down there it is paining alot I'm very sore..." He said. ° ° ° ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Story type : Fluff + Angst + Smut (English is not my first language so I may have grammatical mistakes pardon me) (This story has mature sexual content 🔞 drinking, smoking Don worry my lovelies this story has fluff too!)

Little Sprout 🌱 A SandLongtae Story. by AllThingsFK

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