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How are you feeling, Harry?", I spoke softly. "Good how bout you?", he whispered and I could see he was lying. Triggerwarning: Depression, self-harm, suicide attempt Contains non detailed Age regression as trauma coping

Harry selfharms and never feels good enough for anyone. Not even Louis. He's loved Louis since the X-Factor but does Louis feel the same way? What happens when Harry starts to get bullied, and made fun of constantly? He becomes suicidal, can't take it anymore and decides to end it all. Does he succeed?

*WARNING: some parts of this story are going to be very... visual. There is self-harm, violence, and smut involved. I am not rating the story, so read at you own risk. Okay well anyways, I am shit at writing summaries so I am hoping that you will trust me and read this. The first few chapters will probably be slow, but it will get better and more exciting.

Harry has an bad childhood wich caused that he doesn't talk to strangers. He gets sended to a clinic because of selfharm. Louis on the otherhand is in the clinic because of an eating disorder. What will heppen if the two boys meet? And fall in love? ⚠️triggers⚠️ Selfharm, eatingdisorder, bipolaire, abuse and depression. Please so not read if you get triggered by these toppics. I will edit this story to make the story better but it will take a while <3 if you have any tips pls text me x #10 clinic

YOU GOTTA READ TO BELIEVE. PEOPLE CUT BECAUSE OF PAIN. THEY THINK PAIN IS ALWAYS THE WAY OUT OF PAIN. WELL GUESS WHAT? PAIN = PAIN YOU CAN'T TAKE AWAY PAIN WITH PAIN. "IT TAKES SECONDS TO SLICE BUT THEN YOU FIND YOURSELF DOING IT FOR MINUTES. THEN MINUTES TURN TO HOURS. THEN THE HOURS TURN TO DAYS. DAYS TURN TO WEEKS. WEEKS TURN TO MONTHS. MONTHS TURN TO YEARS. AND YEARS TURN TO DARKNESS. " ~ ME BE YOURSELF MAN. BE PROUD OF WHO YOU ARE. EVEN IF IT SOUNDS CORNEY. NEVER LET NO ONE TELL YOU, YOY AIN'T BEAUTIFUL. ~ EMINEM.

Louis Tomlinson: 24 been in a mental asylum from when he was 18 when his parents found him on the floor off the bathroom with his wrist slit. His family called him crazy said he only wanted attention. They did not know he had depression from being bullied all the time in high school how they keep at it after,going to his job and telling him he was a ugly fag. he was a loner had no one but his sisters tell they turned there back on him and did not even try to stop his parents from taking him away and putting him and this new hell hole of a place called south alexander hospital for the mentally insane. Harry styles: 20 put into south alexander hospital for killing his mom step dad and sister. saying that he was framed and it was a colored man who tied him up and put him into the basement the judge said he was not right in the head and should get help. he has no one and cant get the image of all the dead bodies out of his brain it keeps replaying. the blood the tears the worst part is how he could only tell one person the story because he had to being selective mute only being only to talk to people he trust. * HELLO LARRY!!!!!! ok so this has depression self harm and may trigger some so don't read if it might because I love you and want you all to be happy. if you ever need someone to talk to just message me I might can help. this is boy on boy!!!! // Book 1 (Book under slow editing)

What happens when Harry has to go home for two months,and comes back to a broken Louis? Can Harry fix him? Will Louis let him in? ~~~ Warnings:selfharm depression, language, mentions of rape/

I let his darkness in my life, letting that darkness take over my life too by falling in love with each other, ruining everything and making me into a monster I never saw becoming. ATTENTION! STORY CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE, VIOLENCE, SELF-HARM, DRUGS, SEX, ABUSE, RAPE, MURDER AND OTHER SENSITIVE CONTENT.

--NEW TRAILER INSIDE!-- My life was ruined. No one ever wanted me. Even my own mum hated me. When I was small I was afraid of my dad all the time, who came home drunk every night and hit my mum. When he got in jail, my mum became all different. She started to get drugs, made me work all day, and even hit me. It was terrible. No one loved me in this horrible world. I was exhausted. I didn't want to write that tweet about me wanting to commit suicide to Liam Payne, 1/5 of One Direction, the famous British-Irish boyband, I just felt like I had to tell someone. And it came out that it was the best thing I ever did in my life. He saved me. I never thought I would ever actually be loved, but he promised, that he's going to find me, whatever it matters... And he did travel the whole world just to find me... to find his Cinderella.

"Hey Lou. It's been a while. Why did you leave?" Or the one where Louis left Harry. And Harry just wants his Lou to come back to him.