Hate You, Love You [Soukoku/Shin Soukoku]
36 parts Ongoing Mature"What is love, and how do you get rid of it?"
Dazai doesn't typically feel any emotions, at all- or at least he can't understand them. He hates that Chuuya makes him feel emotions, specifically the emotion of love, so he in turn despises Chuuya for it instead.
And it's driving him crazy.
"I won't let you get away this time."
Chuuya is doing his best to get over Dazai, but as usual, nothing goes according to plan for him.
No matter how much Chuuya tries to deny it or change them, he can't get rid of his feelings.
So he finally does something different about it.
Or:
Dazai struggles with the concept of love, and his past catches up with him from how he chooses to deal with experiencing feelings and things he thinks he doesn't deserve as someone outside of humanity; and he makes it everyone's problem.
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Bungo Stray Dogs Soukoku fanfic. Set in and after season 2, with various spoilers
Mainly Soukoku, secondly Shin Soukoku, ft. RanPoe
鈿狅笍鈿燵Adult Intended Audience]鈿犫殸锔
[18+ mature themes and descriptions]
鈿狅笍TRIGGER WARNING鈿狅笍
Mentions and Descriptions of:
鈿狅笌Alcohol
鈿狅笌Arson
鈿狅笌Bad Decisions
鈿狅笌Body Dysphoria
鈿狅笌Dazai's Dark Thoughts
鈿狅笌Death
鈿狅笌Depression
鈿狅笌Drugs/Smoking
鈿狅笌Fyodor Dostoevsky (and his pet clown)
鈿狅笌Gore
鈿狅笌Guns/Gun Fighting
鈿狅笌Murder
鈿狅笌Oda Sakunosuke
鈿狅笌Prostitutes
鈿狅笌Suicide
鈿狅笌Self Harm
鈿狅笌Severe Depression
鈿狅笌Sex
鈿狅笌Teen Soukoku
鈿狅笌Underage Intimacy (again, Teen Soukoku)
鈿狅笌Very Bad Decisions
鈿狅笌Violence
鈿狅笍鈿狅笍
DISCLAIMER:
None of the images or characters are mine unless otherwise specified. Original side characters and minor refrences to other characters and other people from the lives and books of the real life authors that inspired BSD.
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