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"I could kill you," he grins holding the gun to my temple. "I wouldn't be scared," I reminded him. He trails the gun under my chin lifting it, allowing me to look him in the eyes. "No one would know you were murdered by me," he continues making me smile. "I think I might have a gun kink;" I tell him while holding eye contact. "Fuck," he mutters as he smashes his lip onto mine, •••• The crimson colour pools beneath me as I let him twist the dagger that had been living in my heart since the day we had met. Sometimes we settle for the love we think we deserve only because are parents didn't portray it better therefore we think the bare minimum is over the top. ••••

"I lost him, he's gone. If I'm not careful I will be too" -------------------------- He looks healthy now. His cheeks are rosy red, his lips aren't cracked. He looks good, he looks his age. But I still don't know why we're in the hospital. Alone, no, We're stuck in the room, his face pales. Like the day we got the news. No, wait what's happeing, His eyes, his body, his smile it all fades. I'm not ready, not yet. I just want to hold him one last time, give me one last chance to say goodbye. Just one more. "Sophia" Not now. I just need to say goodbye, let me say goodbye. "Sophia" I turn around, my hair is in my face, he's dissapeared, where is he. I frantically look around me. I'm in darkness. Empty, darkness. "Sophia" No, I had him. -------------------------- Killian Miller died four years ago. Leaving his sister Sophia Miller to grieve. What he hoped didn't happen, happened and now she has completely lost it. She isn't living anymore, but she's surviving. Each day harder then the other. August Stead comes into her life. Will he be able to help, will he be able to love again? -------------------------- Started: 27th July 2020 Completed: 12th October 2020 Editing completed: 27th December 2021

I want to live my life to the fullest because I know I won't last Long, I'm very fine of the thought of me dying because I have nothing to lose but when he came he gave me something to lose that I wanna hold on..... Will I hold on to it Till the day I die...... (Warning: This story will break your heart and dry your Eyes) This is a work of fiction -Janashleymin

I am dying. This is a fact that I have been faced with for a long time and one I came to terms with. But now, I just wish I had more time. Is it right to fall in love when you know you won't be here for very long? I'm hoping the answer is yes because if loving him has made my last few years meaningful, I wouldn't trade it for the world.

I feel like nobody loves me. It seems like everyone is out to get me. Sometimes I want to just kill my self. I have 2 fucked up parents. My favorite brother died. I be samned if I let another loved one leave my life. But I know that.....I have to stay alive and defeat the other side. Get my daughter back. I just want my regular life back.....and I'm gonna get it back😈.

I wish I didn't love him. But I do. Horrible right? He was dying and I was dying but that didn't stop us. The world wouldn't miss us well not me at least, I'm not dying a physical death, I'm dying a spiritual death, an eternal agony. That's why I'm here, in this place. Him and I, Anastasia and Chase we were the same. But my death and his death were and is two different things. He was the boy with the dying heart. I was the girl with the dead soul. But Chase's fight was much, much more bigger than mine.

People say you don't really know what true love is at sixteen. Well I knew well before that, I knew from the age of eleven that Jackson carter was the one for me. Jackson was my older brothers best friend and also four years older then me. I First met him when I went to visit my mum and brother in America he was like a god he was so beautiful but as an eleven year old toothless girl I was invisible to him. Over the years and with many more visits we became close, well as close as you can to your brothers best friend, I would follow them around wherever they would go. My brother was so protected of me and all his friends became like brothers except Jackson my feelings for Jackson grew over the years. Now I'm sixteen I've grown I'm not the little toothless girl or the little girl who followed them around. My life has changed I have changed but one thing that hasn't is my love for Jackson. Unfortunately for me Jackson doesn't see me anything more then his best friends little sister. Now I've come to live with my mum who doesn't even give a shit about me after the death of my dad.My life is going downhill fast and I'm hoping Adam can pull me back up. Nothing is easy,life is hard and at sixteen I've seen enough hardship to last me a lifetime.I want to be happy, I want to live I don't want to drown anymore. Will my brother be able to save me? Will Jackson finally see me? Will my mum ever love me? And will I ever get over the death of the one person that ever really Truly loved me?

Our moms were best friends. There wasn't much more to it than that. Every holiday, vacation and weekend, I was forced to spend time with Jax and his family. When I was four years old and he drenched my favorite blouse in ketchup, Jax and I became arch enemies...and then - somehow - we became best friends. But like I said, there wasn't much more to it than that. Mostly. Okay, so of course I liked him a little. How could I not? Even though Jax was annoying at times, he was also funny, athletic, popular, and downright hot, and I was his nerdy little best friend. He was my protector, the one who rescued me countless times from countless threats. We shared more than just friendship... Until the death of Jax's mother. The grief drove a wedge between us, and only so much more grief would follow. But pain has a way of tearing people apart, only to force them back together again. That's what happened to us. And, unfortunately, the only way around pain is through it. Trigger Warning: This book contains references to physical abuse and sexual trauma. Please read cautiously, and remember to take care of yourself.

When my sister died I went through it. I was pissed off and angry at the fucking world. Drugs and alcohol was my one true escape. When my mom let her friend and her kids move in I wanted to cry. I hated Matt. My fucking bully was living with me. That wasn't the real issue though. The real issue was his attractive, cocky older brother who I couldn't resist if my life depended on it, and he knew it. He was a player and I wanted to just be left alone. Oliver made me feel things, deal with my own shit and fall in love. Oliver made me come alive for the first time since my sister. In the end Would the player win his little game or would I beat him at it?

I didn't remember much of my past, But I really loved my family. My parents, my little brother Hendrick. My mother's brother, Uncle Johann Faust XIII and his wife, Eliza. We were very happy and at peace. But that was all taken away by horrible people, our parents died as sacrifice to save me and Hendrick to escape from our obliterated home. But my arms and legs were caught in the crossfire. And we haven't heard from Uncle Johann and Aunt Eliza since that day. We had each other in a long journey. Till we met Lyserg, Who became my dearest friend. We went our separate ways to travel, and become stronger to protect the ones we love. For Lyserg, It's revenge against the monster who killed his parents, and make sure no one else dies by this evil's hands and figure out who it is and how to stop him. For my little brother Hendrick, It's to be a doctor and automail mechanic. For me, It's to explore the world and help those in need. Human, Shaman, Spirit or otherwise. And find the many children, who were traumatized by the same people as me and my brother, a home to live in peace and safely away from them where they can't find them. And to do that, I'm going to enter the tournament, to be Shaman queen. Though on the way, and with reunions, My purpose may have touched our dear detective boy's heart, and his fate along mine are connected. and who knows what it's powerful threads will bring us in this challenging quest & battle. But like any rose, I have thorns, and I will use them to stop any who dare hurt those I cherish and love. Though I don't know what fate will do. Will I forever grow this impending rage for revenge against the so-called Holly saviors who aren't truly holly and spill their sinful blood to death? Or will the love of my friends, my family, and my crush/Soulmate save me from this poisonous black pit of vengeful ivy & thorns? *Note: None of the pictures, except my OC's, is mine. Nor her voice actor Bella Hudson.*