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Just ideas and shit I come up with and cant be bothered to put it in a book.

I didn't think about how I would cease to live. I always just thought about family and being myself and just going on with life without a care in the world. I just wanted to spend the last moment I had with that special person in my life, but I guess that will never happen. I have always wanted an anniversary since I was a little girl, and now that I had a chance to get one, I couldn't show up. I want to escape from this prison I'm in, but to do that I have to go through a lot of adventures and ups and downs before I can get away.

Pain. Agonizing pain. That's all I feel. Voices. Whispering voices. That's all I hear. I hear them over and over inside of my head. I can't escape. I can't fight back. This is my life. This is my story. And if you can give me your time, I'll tell it to you. *Warning: contains themes of selfharm and mental disorders **Completed as of 7/30/18

Psychosis, Bipolar. PTSD and gaslighting How all that came together all at once How I survived and how I am doing A daily real time blog.

I just write down random stuff here Like a diary bit public or smth

I use this as my diary. I write down all my thoughts and I hope it'll help me.

My experience going through the ups and downs of anorexia and orthorexia, detailing the mental and physical effects it had on me. Hopefully it'll help those in the same boat and let them know that they're not alone in their fight.

I'm tired. I'm tired of trying and failing. I'm tired of beginning to think that's going to be ok, and then everything gets screwed up. I want it to be over. It has to be done. Disclaimer: everything written in this story is not real, this was all made up by me.

Well these are all my poems. I hope you like them. If you have any suggestions I'm open haha. Well yea.

NEW:UPDATES EVERY FRIDAY AND SOMETIMES SUNDAY(TIME CAN VARY IF BUSY OR LOSE MOTIVATION THO!) This is just something for me to do since I hyperfixate on walten files and not everyone i know knows about it.