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RELEARNING MY FUTURE
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Ongoing, First published Jun 25, 2024
Mature
Faith is learning a whole new life it seams from how she grew up. New York City has new adventures and new people to discover. A particularly outgoing best friend will help push her into new things. Come along with her as she learns about a world that everyone else seams so comfortable in. Will her friend introducing her to new faces nearly everywhere she goes lead to something more than she ever expected.
Faith has a lot to adjust to compared to what she is used to, will the people who tried to shape her growing up still play a role in how she lives now? Strict rules to follow and always the possible guilt of doing something your not supposed to always looming over her head. Can someone trying to escape a super controlling  and strict religious upbringing, find themselves in the big city. 
Will Faith find confidence in herself to finally be comfortable, or will she remain strict on keeping her past a secret. Will she find unknown feelings in her best friends older brother? Even though secrets surround his darker side that she isn't used to.
Faith has a whole future to fill full of new things for herself. What or who will she fill it with?


~~Listen, there are probably going to be triggering aspects to this story as it goes so please use your best judgement, and only read if you are in a safe enough headspace to read a story containing those things. Keep yourself safe first.
TW~ abuse, eating disorder, body image issues, spiritual abuse, rape. I will try to update this list if anything needs to be added

Also this is going to be like the opposite of those books romanticizing super strict religious lives. Nothing against them if it works for you, those views just aren't going to be in this book. Some of this story will be based on my own experiences dealing with some of the aspects of this story.
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