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Just an online journal of my personal thoughts . No, I am not suicidal. No, I am not depressed. Just introverted, and I trap feelings in more than I'm supposed to .. So I let them out here.

I've been alone my whole life. I can't let that change. Not today, not tomorrow, not ever. My kind isn't meant for love. That's only for humans.

We always look for love because they say it's the most beautiful thing a person can feel. It's one of the most extra-ordinary emotion we can experience. But you know that every great thing comes with a great price. What if that LOVE is fatal? What if that LOVE you've always dreamed of suddenly fall apart? What if that person you wanna spend the rest of your life with suddenly left you? Left you with unanswered questions. Left you with different heartaches. Left you with unachieved dreams? Are you willing to let go when you knew the reason why she have to leave? Or are you still gonna hold on because you know you can still be her reason to stay? **

𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐢𝐬 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐭.

People say faith leads to our destiny but I sure don't believe in destiny, our lives are the result of the choices we make in life and when it comes to love, that's when our choices matter the most, we choose when to fall in love when to let it back in our lives, who to share it with and how to define it but love doesn't seem to be that right without perfect timing. Like I said before, I do not believe in destiny but I do believe in second chances, I just have to be ready for it when it comes.

I'm a Hollow. That's what they call us. I don't feel enough emotion to make judgements about people and there's really no way for me to feel much more. I can read people much easier than I can feel, but I can't feel sympathy for any of them. I can have people that can love me and I won't be able to love them back. I don't even know if being a Hollow is bad.

Sometimes, we just don't appreciate those people who really care for us until they leave us or until we lose them. Then, it would be too late for regrets. Outer beauty doesn't matter; it's the inner one that counts. It's better to tell someone how much you love them now rather than to not tell them and lose them without telling them. Love is when we fight till the very last minute just to show and tell someone how much we love them to live life without regrets. -LOVE FAITH DESTINY...

You've always been in the background-watching, waiting-as she captured his heart effortlessly. No matter how much you treasured your friendship, no matter how much you told yourself it didn't hurt, the truth lingered like a cruel whisper: he never saw you. But you refuse to fade into the shadows any longer. Desperation turns to determination, and soon, you're willing to do whatever it takes to make him notice you-even if it means crossing lines you swore you never would. Even if it means losing the people who truly care about you. Because love isn't always patient. And sometimes, obsession is just another word for devotion. How far will you go before there's nothing left of the person you used to be?

At some point in our life we think about that special someone, even if they aren't in our lives yet. There's always so many steps to take, sacrifices, pain, finding your self and finding out what love really is. Even with all of those obstacles in your path, you are never to far from a beautiful mystery.

OhmNanon AU💚❤️ "Am I too late Now ?? " " My world is always you, My Sunshine. But Am I too late Now ? " . . . Destiny is always be the game changer . And sometimes we are left with no choices rather than accepting it. But if something turns out to be your biggest fault and if there is no way to fix it. What will you do? Regret will be your best enemy if you are late to see the reality. In love regret is always present whether you will find it or will not is your choice. Choose wise.....Love will not come Twice. It only happens in a fairy tale... Because Real love happens once.... Only once.... With only one person... This is the reality of Love. . . . . . . ⚠️ Warnings⚠️ Angst Mature content Hurt Violence One side love B×B 🔻Read at your own risk. Because this is Full of Emotional rollercoasters at the same time die hard love story. 🔻Not a Fairy tale, This is reality .