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Control

Reads 2,459
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Parts 39
Time 6h 36m

Reads 2,459
Votes 743
Parts 39
Time 6h 36m

[18+] Life has never been easy for me. Starting when I was young up until now. The loss of my girlfriend destroyed me, now another girl is in my life. But things aren't that easy. 

***READER DISCRETION IS ADVISED***

This contains dark themes including d3ath, SC, drugs/alcohol, rap3, s3lf harm and more.All Rights Reserved

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