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I'm weak and broken, tormented by monsters that keep reaching for me, touching my body, hurting me, living marks on my skin and soul. I don't know how it feels to sleep without waking up in the middle of the night sweating, incapable of defending myself, too afraid to scream for help. Until I meet him. He is strong enough to cast away the nightmares, to fight my demons scaring them away, to erase my scars with his tender touch. He teaches me to fight back, to be strong, to scream for help because now there is someone always coming to my rescue. Because now I have someone who loves me. Now I have him, my beautiful warrior, my soulmate, my leelen. We might not have met like normal people would, but again we are not normal and we are definitely not people. Even so our bond is stronger than anything and anyone. But finding my leelan is not the end of my story, it's just the beginning...

"..We.. The future Alpha and Luna of The Parevin dark moon pack, hereby, in the presence of the moon goddess..., reject you as our mate.." Syren saw not a hint of sadness in their eyes, his two former best friends, as he was slowly ripped out of the bond that had never even existed. He felt his body spasm in pain, but he remained stiff by face as slowly, the negligible connections that he had felt with his mates, were taken out and away from him. His face had showed not a hint of pain, but that one fúcking tear that slid down his cheek betrayed him..and he watched as Sebastian clutched Alexander's arm tightly, as if taunting him on how he would never be able to experience anything positive..as if all his life, He was to remain all alone. Syran knew this would happen, but that didn't mean he wasn't affected..Yet he was Strong all alone, and that loneliness was perfect for him.. ...To say that the story of the three best friends ended up like this, was a huge shock for all who had known them at all. The three had been inseparable, always together with a promise of never being separated...but as time passed by, deep cracks developed in their relation. Life is not always all about Flowers and Rainbows, and Syren may or may not have realized it a bit too early.... His life revolves painfully around Dominant Alphas Hungry for him, and his mates who hunt him down from wherever he goes.. The story includes serious issues such as trauma, assault, self-hatred and depictions of abuse. You are to continue reading on your own consent..No hate will be tolerated. - A.K Kaur..

Thantophobia (n.) the fear of losing someone you love. "We all have our own reasons for forgetting how to breath..." Y/n is terminally ill. Although she is too weak to do much, she tries to live her life to it's fullest. The fullest being, staying inside to read a book and pretending she's the main character. However, the one day she decides to try out something new, she runs into a man she's never met before. What will fall out between these two? Will it be okay or will they...unintentionally ruin each other. "When a man loves something, he loves it with all of his heart.." If any of the people mentioned in this feel uncomfortable, I will immediately take it down- Songs to let you feel the angst at full force: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/00DuX8EGjKSPwLzAuWwCE6?si=6b-u2QeNSQO_O2SpIlStNQ&utm_source=copy-link&dl_branch=1 Uploaded on ao3! <3

Born into a prestigious family, Elijah had to shoulder a lot of things- pride, family name, being the best of the best... These things were not what he wanted. As his family pushed him to the top, he gained everything that everybody ever wanted, power, fame, and wealth. People were jealous, resentful, bitter of his achievements, they all wanted to be just like him. Beneath these cloaks was a man who longed for love, affection, happiness... But never has he gotten even a single drop of it. Trying to cast aside his past, he reincarnated after he died in a cold-blooded war. Still wanting love, affection, and happiness, he now seeks to get it all. In a world filled with magic, monsters, and swords he wants a chance to meet his desires in his second life. Now born as Alexander Hollows, he will create a path full of life... But never has he thought that so many challenges will face him from now on. With the help of the ones he trusts the most, they will discover what actually hides beneath the peace and prosperity of the new world, they will find the shadow that lurks beneath them. As the people around him discover and accept the truth of their own world will they also accept Alex's mysterious past? I'm only a beginner at writing and english is not my first language so please be considerate of my spelling and grammar errors. I have many ideas flowing in my head so please be patient while the plot slowly builds itself. I will give you more info on this novel later. Disclaimer: I do not own the cover! All credits to the creator of the cover! Any Pictures I put in the chapters do not belong to me!

In memory of Technoblade She/They pronouns TW: cussing, blood, killing/death, alcohol, fire, weapons, fighting, discrimination/racism(?), kidnapping, child abandonment Y/n is a little kid who's living in a forest. As things start to go downhill, someone helps them and takes them in. And just as life seems to smile a little at them, it slowly goes downhill once again. They're back in a forest and finds some people to travel with and one day she finds an old friend. ----------------------------------------------------------------- This story is set in a realistic mc AU ----------------------------------------------------------------- Hello! This is my first book that i plan to finish, but i have written a bit in the past but not public. I hope you like this book, i don't know how long i'll make this book, and i do take requests on this book or if you want to see another one. I originally wrote this in she/her pronouns before publishing it, but i changed my mind and made it they/them, so if there is still any she/her pronouns used for the reader please tell me so i can fix it. Please do not use my story to advertise something without asking me. Have a lovely day/night &lt;3

"You can't be serious." "If you ever set foot in the Dream SMP, or any of its surrounding countries, you will be executed." "Why keep me here? Why not just put me in that massive prison of yours?" "That prison was never built to keep you of all people. But if you keep trying my patience, I just might make you a cell." "Just go. You got what you want, I'm far from your precious country. Just leave me here and never come back." "You know I can't do that." "That blizzard outside is almost as cold as you are, Dream. You walk in here, and it's like all the warmth just disappears. One day, you'll catch a cold from that ice you've festered in your heart." "There will come a day when you, too, learn to become heartless to protect yourself." What did I ever do to deserve being banished from the home I've done nothing but love, to a place nearly as cold as the masked man forcing me to stay here?

Technoblade shouldn't have helped her, Technoblade should have left her where he found her. But of course, Technoblade had to help the young stranger in the snow. But she was being hunted. ____________ Preface: I've written "Y/N" with a specific appearance in mind. If you don't like it, imagine something else. "Y/N" is written with she/they pronouns. Disclaimer: There is no romance or shipping. The main character/reader is a minor. Also, this book is very old and will not be rewritten. It is cringe, and you will suffer alongside me. Started: 21.01.21 completed: 12.08.21

{COMPLETED} Amelia was adopted at age 15 by a family in the same town she grew up in, just on the other side. She's trying to move on and forget her horrible past, but people from then keep popping up in her life. She doesn't believe she will ever truly be free of them or happy. Then one day, something starts changing. She starts feeling happy and herself again. Will that feeling last, or will it all be ripped from her all over again? ***Disclaimer: This story deals with very mature themes. Many different forms of abuse and self harming will come up. If this is not for you, please skip past this book. I will try and put trigger warnings before each chapter if it deals with either abuse or self harm. Thanks💙 (5/18/19 Ranked #2 in findingyourself) (6/7/19 Ranked #3 in findingyourself)

Immerensis - the maddening inability to understand why someone loves you *already on ao3* Y/N isn't the best person, and almost dies running from her mistakes. Running into Technoblade before passing out is what saves her life, and she promises to make herself a new person. Kind of follows the events of the Dream SMP, but with altercations second persons POV (you/your/yours) eventually will get rewritten bc looking back it's cringe oops

When you are at your lowest there is only one thing you can do and that is to rise. Our protagonist went through some tough sh*t and then like a phoenix she was born again from her ashes. Every time someone tries to take you down you must not feel degraded or keep wallowing in self pity. Be the champion you wish for to come and rescue you. This story is about one of those people who choose to become their "Knight in shining armour" rather than waiting for one to show up. A sneak peek of what's inside. Have a look. I am sure you will like it. "Romantic dates, public declaration of love, standing by her side when going gets tough. Girls were jealous of her for getting such a loving and attentive mate or so she thought. It wasn't jealousy that seared their bond but the hidden truth that she stumbled upon. Daughter of an alpha, a girl who wears her heart on her sleeve, sheltered from world by her herculean father, over protective twin and annoying younger brother. A girl that looks at world in good faith. Sooner than later her faith was shredded to pieces. It happened a week before her 18th birthday. It was a moon less night but her pack was awash with light and cheer. It was for marking ceremony, where she would be marked by her mate and then after a private family gathering they were to leave for secluded wood that were sacred in its own way. It was a way to welcome her mate into the family and getting to know what was in store for him after they complete their mating when she turned eighteen. All in all it was a big day and she was supposed to be happiest person alive as nothing seem better then bonding to someone for life that makes you happy and love you for who you are. But alas! it was an illusion, a beautiful mirage that ended that day." To know what happened next you have to tag along, i will only say one thing, HELL HATH NO FURY LIKE A WOMEN SCORNED. ~SK.