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The Year is 2006.. It's been 2 years since the Release of American Idiot.. and one year since the passing of Theo.. At 21, Silvaria Sterling's life is nothing like she imagined. Disowned by her father for refusing to support the anti-LGBTQ propaganda of his publishing empire, she's spent the last two months bouncing from couch to couch, trading her dignity just to survive. But when she enters a raffle for a chance at a new life, she wins an unexpected prize-a VIP ticket to a Green Day concert. Thrown into a world of music, rebellion, and memories of her late brother Theo, Silvaria's life takes an unexpected turn when Billie Joe Armstrong pulls her up on stage to perform Saint Jimmy. Her theater background shines through, leaving the band speechless. After the concert, with nothing but a dead phone and nowhere to go, Silvaria's luck changes again when Billie Joe himself finds her in the parking lot. Touched by her story, he offers her a way out: a chance to join Green Day on tour and escape the life she's been stuck in. No longer a victim of her past, Silvaria is given a new chance at freedom. But will this unexpected journey lead to the healing she desperately needs, or will the ghosts of her past follow her on the road? PS: This story will Contain Mature Content. Please read at own discretion PPS: This Story was made with the aid of Character.AI and Chat GPT based on my imagination and experiences. Cover Art was made using AI generation Feel Free to leave comments. Id love to hear feedback. <3

**COMPLETED! BOOK 2 UP IN PROFILE**Crushes. A humiliating, manipulating feeling everyone has to feel sometime. 17 year old Sapphire thought she had had the worst of her crushes- until Billie Joe Armstrong comes into the picture. Beautiful, musical and an absolutely perfect guy for Sapphire. Who knew that her best friend could once again take away the man of dreams? See the heart break, ache and make these teenagers over come and maybe one day, they'll have there happy ending. **I do not own Green Day including the songs, band members and anything relevant** **inappropriate language and drug use**

There was much that could've been said about Blaze Bernard: a patient daughter, 'devoted' friend, 'creative' student. Safe to say, liar wasn't suppose to be one of them. Infamous trouble maker Billie Joe Armstrong. Who doesn't know his name by now? The girl everyone seemed to want, a cocky asshole, Blazes best friends brother- but in Blazes case: her fake boyfriend. Although two opposites: Billie Joe being a true born selfish Jerk smothered by his mother, and Blaze raising herself, still trying to earn the attention of her own absent mom. Finding themselves in a fake relationship almost seems like an impossible chance of events to happen. None of them had ever looked at each other in any different light other than annoying acquaintances until they find them self helping each other with sacrifices they'd normally never be able to make alone. How can a selfish jerk teach such lesson to think about others? How can a lonely dysfunctional mind possibly understand the problems of family when shes got none of her own? Making sacrifices is never easy. No one said it was. But then again, what makes them think a fake relationship with out catching real feelings could be any easier?

Sometimes, there can be situations where home doesn't feel quite like home. Naturally, it's instinct to go searching for a place that gives you all the comfort and the warmth the walls you live in could never give. Sometimes, home can be a place that makes you feel valid. A place that makes you feel safe and secure. "Home" is any place that lets you forget the rest of the world is in flames, even if it's just for two minutes. But sometimes, your only option comes to leaving home. When my home wasn't home, and he was what it never could be. Does that make it easier to leave? Or will it drive me insane and force me to stay. And all times, there comes a part where you depart from home. But when it's a person who finds home in you too and not a place, do you still have to leave? - "Quit it!" I snapped Turning around, my eyes were boring into his. As he smirked. Still clicking his pen. "What's wrong?" He asked, his smirk getting bigger. "You clicking your pen you Nimrod!" "Nimrod?" He asked me laughing. "I haven't heard that in a while." He looked away. "Yeah whatever, just stop with that!" - Sometimes, love stories... don't always go right. -40,564 words-

Sky was your typical 20 year old. Ever since she met Billie Joe they have always been close friends and sees him as another member of the family and a mentor. They were oddly close for their friendship since Billie was 43 and Sky, 20 but, they didn't think of it in any other way than platonic. But, what happens when Billie Joe comes to visit her and they become closer?

"You've never listened to my music before? What the fuck, how?" Billie asked confused. "As I said, I just never got a chance to listen to it I guess," I replied sheepishly chuckling, rubbing the back of my neck nervously. "Well, that changes today," Billie said surprised but excited. She got up from the couch anxiously and grabbed my hand, causing me to get up from the couch and follow her, still hand in hand. ~~~ Can a Celebrity/Singer-Songwriter really fall in love with a roadie? Can somebody really fall in love with a nobody? ~~~ AU (Alternate Universe); Though some characters are real, this is fiction. Keep that in mind. Will contain explicit language, depression, anxiety episodes, violence, smoking, drinking, trauma, and real-life events that occur. +18 Votes and Comments help me a ton, so please feel free to do so. ~~~ Rankings: #1 on #roadie ; 10/26/20 #1 on #patrickoconnell ; 12/25/20 #1 on #maggiebaird ; 12/28/20 #1 on #messages ; 12/30/20 #1 on #touring ; 6/15/21 #1 on #finneas ; 7/10/22 #3 on #tour ; 4/1/22 #3 on #billie ; 12/02/23 #5 on #singer-songwriter ; 12/21/20 #7 on #billieeilish ; 12/21/20 #7 on #messaging ; 12/30/20

Drugs and drinking can really fuck you up. Billie Joe learns that the hard way when one night, he takes it too far and he lands himself in hospital. Will his friends be able to help him before it's too late? XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (This is set in the present day just to let you guys know. And I guess you could say that going to rehab did nothing for Billie... which obviously isn't true but y'know... it's just a fanfic.) ***[[THIS BOOK CONTAINS MATURE THEMES, SUCH AS DRUG AND ALCOHOL ABUSE, SWEARING AND SELF HARM. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK]]***

You always knew in your heart that you deserved love, but the way he held you and nestled you so closely to his warm chest just made you wonder why. Of every girl in the audience, of all the people he knew in his life- why were you laying beside him? Why did you deserve this kind of unconditional love from the man who saved your life? It didn't make sense. And yet, here you were- arms wrapped around his waist, lips so tenderly close you could feel his breath across your cheek. Some part of this night was planned- no- this whole encounter wasn't some fucking coincidence. Whatever what happening, you didn't exactly know. All you knew was that he was going to take you down... down these halls, down on the bed, down on your knees in front of this tempting man. And every minute was an absolute blessing.

"You've been weird with me for days now!" I shouted, "Why? Billie what happened between us? You won't even look at me any more, do i mean nothing to you or something?" "-No! It's not like that-" "-I've known you my whole life and now you act like you don't know me. Do you care about me?" "Of course I do-" "-then why are you staring at your converse right now?" He looked up at me finally, his eyes meeting mine. "Because looking at you makes me nervous recently," he sighed lightly. "Why?" "I don't know. It's not that you don't mean anything to me because- by God phee you do. You're my BestFriend and I've always been myself around you but now I get all nervous and my stomatch starts feeling weird and-" he cut himself off as he stopped talking mid way through sentence. "And?" "I don't know. One moment I can't take my eyes off you then the next I'm scared to let them lay onto you," "Why? Billie it hurts when you don't look at me, why do you dodge my eyes when they try to meet yours?" He breathed in lightly. He looked back down but made sure to quickly look back at me. "It isn't that I won't look at you cause you don't mean any thing to me, I don't look at you sometimes because the impact your gaze gives me now, scares me. You make me feel all tingly and gooey. And it scares me." "Why does that scare you?" "Cause I've never felt this way before, i don't even know what it means," his eyes looked back down at the floor. And instead of getting angry about it i let them. Because I understood why they were scared to look at me. I make him feel new feelings he's never even knew exsisted, and he doesn't like it. he doesn't even know what those feelings are. And call me crazy, but maybe he loved me too, not in the friendly way. Maybe he loved me but he didn't realise. He looked back up to me, he gave me a half hearted smile before he spoke up again. "Seeing you use to be so easy, but now you breathe and i turn to stone."

"I write best when I'm falling in love, or falling apart." He muttered to himself, his gaze was on the guitar he had gently settled into his lap as he traced over the initials 'BJ' on it with his index finger. "Which one is it right now?" I asked nervously. He looked up at me with his green eyes only for a split second, soon looking back down. Like he feared I would see the pain painted behind his jade green orbs. But if he already knew I had already saw it. "Both." He said, finally looking up at me. That's when I noticed the pool of tears for everything that he had left unspoken, with one blink they would be running down his cheeks. And I hope he didn't let them, because I couldn't see him cry. "I love you, and it's killing me." I bit my lip painfully trying to stop myself from crying. He was the right one, my heart told me when my eyes first landed on him. But he wasn't mine, and that tore me up. Because I craved him to be. I sighed, "you're breaking my heart billie." I whispered, watching the tears roll down his dull face. "I love you. And loving you feels like some sort of self destruction when I'm not suppose to but my god armstrong I love you." I sobbed. It seems to be that love could be labelled poison and we would drink it anyways. I looked at him, the sadness in his eyes felt like it was tearing me up from the inside starting with the heart. But I felt guilty to look away. "But you know we shouldn't." I said Painfully, he nodded biting his lip. "We should only be friends." "But friends don't look at each other the way we do." And I needed him, he was my life line. And he told me he needed me, he said I was his sanity. But although it felt we lived worlds against each other, one thing we both knew was. 'I'm fine.' Sounds the same. Even when it's not true ----------------- She loved him more than he would ever know. And he loved her more than he would ever show. What a tragedy. (Little spoiler, but it does end happily I promise.)