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They've lived together; they've lived apart. Turns out you can miss someone terribly, even if they're just across the room. * * a/n: Most of the story takes place in 2020/21, and while I strove to stay true to real-life events/ timelines, there may be instances where creative license presides. Comments and feedback are more than welcome. Enjoy!

"that day I stayed out looking at the shop with instruments of all kinds but most importantly it had a piano that looked incredibly sad and lonely , I wanted to play it , I needed to play it my finger twitched in participation and so I took a step forward which I believe changed my entire story forever." . Follow Aris a 21 years old boy struggling to find him self and the reason for him to stay alive, but instead he'll find friendship , inspiration and most importantly love , would he survive the death of loved ones and pick up his path toward his passion ? Read on to know! , Welcome to particles of youth.

Gonna be a sad one. Imma apologize beforehand. Some Breddy angst stuff and uh maybe some fluff but Idk yet //trigger warning for suicide/self harm/depression. Please, if you know this will push you in a bad direction, please please do not read. Also, if you unexpectedly find yourself being affected in this manner, do not hesitate to talk to me or someone else about it//

I want him, but I can't have him. Yet. This is my first story I've ever written so bare with me please :')

One evening after dinner, Brett felt something happen to him... A fanfiction loosely based on Brett's illness in 2020. First time writing something like this and also not an English native speaker, so if you find any errors, I'm happy for feedback. Also, I actually never wanted to write any Breddy fanfiction since there are so many, but the stories are all just so good and inspiring and I couldn't resist. Please forgive me XD. Another disclaimer: I have no idea about medicine whatsover, so there might be errors in all things medical related in this work, please just really treat it as FICTION and nothing else... If people by any chance like that story, I might update it on a more regular basis, but let's see how it goes^^. Here goes nothing, enjoy!

"Please don't do this." I begged, as tears streamed down my face, making my mascara run. My eyes traveled from his face, that handsome boyish face, down to the floor. Down to the dead bodies. "Oh God," I choked, my life flashing before my eyes, as I felt his fingers slip from my shoulders down to the knife. He put it to my throat gently, so that he didn't cut it. Yet. "I'm sorry." He muttered. "Please...." I begged. "Please." His lips pressed against mine, and I shuddered against him. Dear God, Please don't let this happen. This is the story of how I met him. The story of how he stole my heart, just as carelessly as he stole peoples lives away from them. Maybe. Maybe not. When I think about it, I still smile. Even though I know the sad and terrible ending, I can't help but smile. He was my best friend. He was so loving. So caring. He taught me everything. But, he also destroyed everything. He was just like that. He was just the mass murder that loved me, and that's how I'll always remember him. I dare say, that's how I'll always cherish him.

"He was the best part of me, you know? He was so much more than I deserved. And he was real. He was so real it's insane. How do you go from having something so amazing, to having nothing?" ***Note: I wrote this story a while ago so the quality isn't as strong as it could be. I'm currently going through and fixing what I can. So if you get to a point where the quality changes, that's why.

"How can I move on when he still has my heart?" He broke me. He made my life living hell.... But I still love him...||COMPLETE||

This is the story I need to write. For myself, and maybe also for you all. Years of writing, reading your comments and your love. This short story is for us <3

You don't kiss your best friend on the neck and have them weak by the time it's over. It's funny like that, isn't it? You do all these things and I allow you to do so. I wouldn't have allowed this a few years ago. But what can I say? Everyone changes when they're in love. Maybe that's why you haven't changed. Not one bit. - - - - - - - - - - A collection of short stories I've written about Brett and Eddy. Enjoy!