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Miles is nervous and quiet. He graduated early to escape the relentless bullying and abuse of high school. Now isolated and suffocating in the silence of adulthood, he struggles with mental health, loneliness, and past memories. His world shifts when he meets Atticus, who's kindness and confidence Miles quickly craves. As their relationship grows, Miles clings to the hope that maybe, just maybe, someone could love him and help him heal. But the haunting of Miles's past threatens to destroy the fragile life he's fighting to build. Set against a backdrop of late-night parties, quiet heartbreaks, and moments of vulnerable honesty, the story explores trauma, identity, sexuality, and the terrifying hope of letting someone in. This is the first long-form story I've ever written. I would love feedback as long as it's respectful. This story has been swirling around my head for years, and I'm excited to finally fight against my own anxiety and put it out into the world. ⚠️ Trigger & Content Warning ⚠️ Loud Silence contains boy x boy romance and deals with heavy mental health themes, including depression, anxiety, self-harm, suicidal thoughts, abuse (emotional, physical, and sexual), sexual identity struggles, and death. I do everything I can to portray these themes honestly and respectfully. Reader discretion is strongly advised. Best rankings: #1 in mental health #6 in gay #14 in gaylovers #37 in gaypride #26 in anxietyattacks #76 in homosexual

THIS BOOK WAS FIRST CALLED -CRAZY PATIENCE- !!!! STARTED WRITING: 25-12-23 (25th of December 2023) PUBLISHED FIRST CHAPTER: 3-5-24(4th of May 2024) PUBLISHED LAST CHAPTER: ?? [Love how the cover of this book explains so much about the story😍] Hyunjin just moved in into his new appartement, everything is going well. He just finished school and got his master degree for being a therapist, his dream job. He lives in a small appartement, which is great for himself. His parents always cared for him and supported him so ofcource his life is going well. That's until he meets his first patient. A boy with a ton of trauma's and insecurities, who is full of anxiety and sadness. Will Hyunjin get to use his master degree to unveil all those secrets or will it only make his own feelings harder to keep for himself? Who knows? /// "---so let me help you okay?" \\\ "You can't help me..."

*TRIGGER WARNING* Warning of depressive thoughts and acts!! - Self-harm - Depressive content Fanfiction. Story of Kit's life from the beginning. Kit had a very hard time in his life. He tried to do his best, until he always gets his never ending breakdowns. He starts to get stronger and he finds the love of his life, Ming, after graduating junior high. With Ming he can find the happiness he always dreamed about. And maybe, just maybe, he can find peace again. This is based on reality (some of it), but not with the characters in it. We don't own any of the characters! They belong to the awesome Chiffon_Cake English is not our mother language, so don't be hard on us :) And if you wondered, yes, two writers. ... Best ranking; #48 in suicidalthoughts 10K <4102018>

!STORY IS UNFINISHED AND WILL NO LONGER BE UPDATED! You and your friends go to an anime / comic / sci-fi convention, you meet the turtles, depression ensues. Kind of a vent fic, and pretty angsty. This will touch on some sensitive topics, there'll be trigger warnings at the beginning of each chapter. The main character will be a man and pronouns used will be he/him, also trans friendly with no direct descriptions of the mc's body. All of the turtles will be love interests and I'll try to write separate endings for all of them + some additional endings. So, I started writing this while I was hyperfixating on rottmnt and going through a rough time. Now I'm invested and pretty proud of what I wrote so I decided to upload it, can't promise regular uploads but I'll try to update as much as I can!

Book 1 This is a boyxboyxboyxboy story! 17 year old Jaxon Young is only good at one thing: fighting. He fights his teachers, his father, and he fights for money. Fighting is the only thing he's good at. It was supposed to be a regular night in the ring for the young street fighter when things turn south quickly. Police show up, arresting people left and right until no one is left to run away, and among those who were arrested is Jaxon. His offered a deal. Go to jail or get passed along to some criminal conversion camp. Obviously not liking the first option, he chooses the second but quickly realizes he should have just gone to jail when he finds his new roommates making out on the floor. His roommates have their eyes set on him, but will he let them do anything about it or will he fight this like he does everything else? ONCE AGAIN, this is a boyxboyxboyxboy story. 4 boys. Together. Thank you for your time. This cover was made by: @1-800-get-yeeted TRIGGER WARNINGS for this story include: abuse, violence, mentions of rape, eating disorders, homophobia All of the above can be avoided in the chapters though. In each chapter containing sensitive topics, a trigger warning is given as well as a summary of the chapter so everything is explained in a better, non triggering way. Stared: November 5, 2019 Ended: June 20, 2021 Ratings: #1 in boyxboyxboyxboy #1 in poly #1 in triggerwarnings #1 in criminals #1 in camp # 1 in gaypride #1 in polyamory #1 in lgbt #1 in gayfiction #2 in bl

Leo moves to a new school after getting bullied at his last one for being blind will someone rescue him from this darkness he's lost in, he meets Matt who's kind and friendly towards him but his life isn't as great as it seems he hides a lot of problems at home This is yaoi so boyxboy if you don't like that don't hate just don't read All characters are originally mine as well as the story if it's alike to anything that's happened in real life it's just a coincidence This was written when I was like 14 or something jeezus, I couldn't write for my life if I needed to. My newer things are better, I hope. Anyways don't judge any mistakes cause there might be quite a few. Either way I hope you enjoy and have a good day

"I hate you - so much Tripp." More confusion because, once more, wasn't this a good thing? "Why did you have to say that? What if," A little quieter, just above a whisper. "What if we mess up our friendship?" "But what if we don't?" "You don't know that," I bumped his nose with my finger. "And neither do you. So, why don't we give it a shot?" He bit down on his bottom lip, hesitation and worry filling his gaze. __ This is literally a story that follows the plot of two best friends realizing their feelings for each other, yes, I know, very cliche, but I enjoyed writing it. There will be mature LGBT+ content, so if you don't want to read those chapters or this story, skip it. Highest Rankings (that I'm aware of): LGBT+: #3 , College Romance: #2 , Gay: #19 / GayPride: #2, Gay boyxboy #1

so, have you ever wondered what may have happened if george never did what he did at dream and fundy's wedding? this fanfic is an idea of what may have happened. [ this fanfiction includes a plot twist that you will find out pretty early in the story ! ] ------------------------- "isn't it beautiful?" sapnap asks. "yeah. very." we stand there and stare for a bit. and then i ask a question. probably uncalled for. "do you believe in true love?" - george is deeply in love with dream, yet his mind could never let him say anything about it. he didn't think he deserved to feel loved or date anyone. he fights himself everyday, contemplating opening up about his feelings to dream. his only escape from his mind was dream. he had been through tragic things already, his mother had been fighting cancer, yet died from it two weeks earlier. dream had gotten tired of how george never confessed his love, so he moved on. he starting dating fundy. george had no idea, so when he found out, it broke him. he had already been fighting himself because of his mother's death, and his mother was also his bestfriend. with two horrific things happening at once, it could only tie him down more. and then outside of the darkness, the light, sapnap appears. what does sapnap mean to george? is sapnap just someone he gives support to and he gets support back, or is it something more? - please pay attention all the tws, there will be tws at the top of chapters, if you do not follow the tws and are triggered, then that is on your part for not paying attention. tws throughout the story will be - suicidal thoughts - self harm - one sided love ( idk if this counts as a tw ) - mental illnesses - panic/anxiety attacks - dream smp au - - - - - - polarr filter by polarr.kly

Michael is suicidal Calum is closeted Ashton has anxiety Luke is anorexic Calum is a jock who has always been popular but has a secret he's hiding from everyone. When he meets Michael he falls in love he decides to keep it a secret in fear of losing his popularity. He is able to suppress his affections for a while but suddenly he finds himself wanting more with Michael then secrete kisses. Micheal once was happy and free, never shedding a tear, but when his mother died in a horrible car accident two years ago he became depressed, suicidal, and started cutting. He is better now with the help of his best friend Ashton but he still has the bad habit of cutting. When he meets Calum his whole life turns upside down. He both wants to shred his hole body and never cut again at the same time. This boy confuses him like no other but when he wants to keep it a secret he has no choice but to obey. Ashton has had anxiety attacks since the time he was seven when his dad started beating him. Around three years ago someone found out and Ashton was taken away. His best friend Michael and his family took him in. He is now going to college and is hoping to make a new start but his anxiety starts to get the best of him as the stress of college thickens. Maybe his new friend Luke can help him more then Ashton knows. Luke was bullied all his life for being fat. He would come home from school crying into his mother's arms. He became so depressed that he stopped eating all together. One day he looked in the mirror and realized that he was losing weight. He stopped getting bullied but still continued not to eat unable to shake the disease. He soon became hospitalized and started to eat again but after he got rejected by multiple collages his self esteem went down and he stopped eating. After meeting and falling in love a guy named Ashton he quickly realizes that he is more than what those people say. Warning: Strong language Smutt Violence Suicidal content

Heads up this story is pretty old and kinda bad so I don't rlly recommend reading😬 Anyway ~~~~ "P-please, just leave m-me alone," I whisper, mentally slapping myself for stuttering. "Oh? Does the outcast want to talk?" she asks. --- For Jamie, being a senior in high school isn't easy for them. Bullies treat them like trash everyday, and it's even worse when you're the odd one out. Literally, being non-binary in a Christian school. Until a few nice people start reaching out...maybe it won't be so bad... ‼️CAUTION//TW: CONSTANT MENTIONS SELF HARM, SUICIDE, GRIEF, AND BULLYING‼️