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Ever since I could remember my parents have always said I'm special,not the your great at sports special or the just because you can not make friends special but the your the only hybrid special. I started showing sighs of magic at a young age after my first shift. Since I am the first of my kind, I have trouble controlling my powers and my parents have always warned me to never let that happen because it would cause others to want to use it against me or for evil. This did not became more apparent than the day I witnessed them die. Before they died they had told me that the only way for me to control my powers was if I found my mate because then I'd have balance but as luck would have it when I did find my mate, he rejected me so I have been living my life as a human. Its been nearly a decade and a half since their death, I had made peace with what happened in the past but the past has not made peace with me so it seems... Secrets from the past are revealed, a possibility of love comes into play, families reunite and shadows loom over to shatter what has been forgotten but will it come to pass... Read for more

My mother used to tell me to live a life filled with adventure and excitement. She always said I needed to look at the larger picture, never let fear or doubt hold me back, and that when the time comes I should take courage and face the unknown. It never occurred to me that those small words of encouragement would one day set my life on a path I never thought I'd have to one-day walkthrough. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ What would you do if you were suddenly told, your entire life has been a lie. That you have quite a line of people who want you dead for reasons unknown to you, simply because you bear the last name... Carter. Well, this is my story of how I struggled to overcome my biggest fears.

Your Being Tested On What You Can Handle . Your Only 18 But What Your About To Go Through This Year Is Not What You'd Expect For An 18 Year Old . Lies Are Every Where Around You && You Remain In a Perfect World That's Not Even As Perfect As It Seems . When You Finally Come Into Realization As To What Is Actually Happening Right In Your Home, It Seems As if Life Itself Is Crashing Down On You . Everything Falls Down, Left & Right . Can You Handle It ? Will There Ever Be A Happily Ever After ?

They say what's in the past keep it in the past but I wanted to know all about my past. It was things that I didn't know and that I wanted and needed to know! But my life turned upside down when my past is exactly what I should have left alone. Now if you ask me how it all began, I don't exactly remember but I know it started when I moved in with my grandma who I haven't met in all my twenty years of living. I have been in and out of foster homes since I can remember, living with families I knew nothing about. Being the outcast and them constantly asking me what's wrong because I simply did not speak. The only thing that kept me sane was my good grades throughout school. I got the satisfaction of doing the one thing that people kept telling me over and over I couldn't do. I stayed to myself and graduated high school with honors, getting a full-ride scholarship to any college of my choice. Of course, by having this accomplishment, it didn't make it any easier for me between my foster families. To them, I became the girl who was better than them. But I didn't care because when I turned twenty I finally got to start making my own choices. This is where I wonder if the first choice I made was the right one. The first choice I made was to go live off-campus with my grandmother during my first semester in college. I ask myself how could I be so stupid? But you will see just how stupid I was. Or was I?

You have a right to feel the way you do. You have a right to keep things private or to share and speak about these experiences to others. No matter what you choose, it is your decision to make. However, do not let your fear dismiss the truth. Do not believe the lies you constantly tell yourself to ignore the pain you are feeling. Do not let the sum of someone else's trauma silence you.

The story of bullying and romance and gangs. And abuse. It shows how any life can get out of hand. "My boyfriends father is choking me! Because I won't let him rape me!" Does she give in or not? "My family will be looking for you and me. They will come save me so you better let me go." "Your family isn't your family no more we hear that you have gone different paths is that not true. And before you lie. We have a lie detector here. And if anyone goes looking for you they will see your note that you will be gone for awhile." My fear started to eat at me. The overthrowing urge of vomiting came across my body. Does she get out or is she gone forever.

"Everyone has scars, just not all of them can be seen" 12 months is only a short period of time to heal. A short period of time to forget everything that you've been through. "Pain changes people, it makes them trust less, over think more and shut people out" Yet, those 12 months have been the best days in a long time. Things are finally looking up. The family is all together again, everyone is happy, everyone is smiling. Until a phone call, a phone call that changes everything. "Keane...I...I need you, my Dad, he's been..."

Imagine your whole world turning upside down in a moment. Everyone you love leaving you. Which one will you deal with, your loss, your family drama or betrayal of new friends? But what if someone from your past turns out to be your biggest support system? : Wed 13 Dec 2023

[Updated: 06/03/2017] It's not enough to just brood over our bad luck wishing someday they'd change. I admit, some have it easy but at the same time no one has it easy. Like meeting a perfect stranger, being too quick to judge...sometimes life hands you a blank card we're expected to fill it up ourselves. For instance, two people from totally opposite worlds, meet on one of those very awkward occasions. Each having peculiar feelings about the next, both quick to draw the line. How much time is it going to take to realize that their differences aren't so different after all? Copyright @2015 by sleepie_d All rights reserved.

We all find that one person we truly love. You can't replace a first love or forget the memories you've made. But was it worth it? Yes, No? *Most things are based on true events*