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❝ sometimes love isn't exactly what we think it's going to be. ❞ hearts & other breakable things by cassidy smith [ started: 2019 - 2021 ] [ edited 2021 ]

trigger warning. dont expect you to read this, words are simply that. just words. but if you do i hope you enjoy 👍 and if you relate to any of these, im so sorry. (all of these are original and written by me unless its said otherwise) might also include random rambles and/or thoughts or maybe even quotes (sorry again abt this)

To save some space, this will be a second space for imagines and stories. #25🏅- jennaortega

I like to rant, I'm good at it or so I've been told. If you also like to rant come join me I love to rant with people! Also confession of mine, because these are things I'd never tell people. If you'd like to have one of your confessions shared here let me know they will be posted anonymously. *~* I can't afford a therapist so this is my therapy, join me! -Twerkoff

𝖜𝖍𝖊𝖓 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖞 𝖋𝖊𝖑𝖑 𝖕𝖗𝖊𝖌𝖓𝖆𝖓𝖙 𝖆𝖙 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖘𝖆𝖒𝖊 𝖙𝖎𝖒𝖊, 𝖎𝖙 𝖜𝖆𝖘 𝖑𝖎𝖐𝖊 𝖆 𝖒𝖎𝖗𝖆𝖈𝖑𝖊. 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖞 𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖞𝖊𝖉 𝖚𝖕 𝖑𝖆𝖙𝖊 𝖆𝖙 𝖓𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙, 𝖘𝖙𝖔𝖒𝖆𝖈𝖍𝖘 𝖌𝖗𝖔𝖜𝖎𝖓𝖌, 𝖌𝖔𝖘𝖘𝖎𝖕𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖆𝖇𝖔𝖚𝖙 𝖜𝖍𝖔𝖘𝖊 𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖑𝖉𝖗𝖊𝖓 𝖜𝖔𝖚𝖑𝖉 𝖋𝖆𝖑𝖑 𝖎𝖓 𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖊 𝖙𝖔 𝖒𝖆𝖐𝖊 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖒 𝖆𝖑𝖑 𝖋𝖆𝖒𝖎𝖑𝖞-𝖎𝖓-𝖑𝖆𝖜𝖘. 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖈𝖆𝖓 𝖎𝖒𝖆𝖌𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖏𝖔𝖎𝖓𝖙 𝖉𝖎𝖘𝖆𝖕𝖕𝖔𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖒𝖊𝖓𝖙 𝖜𝖍𝖊𝖓 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖞 𝖈𝖆𝖒𝖊 𝖙𝖔𝖌𝖊𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖗 𝖙𝖔 𝖗𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖆𝖑 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖌𝖊𝖓𝖉𝖊𝖗𝖘 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖉𝖎𝖘𝖈𝖔𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖊𝖉 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖞 𝖜𝖊𝖗𝖊 𝖆𝖑𝖑 𝖍𝖆𝖛𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖇𝖔𝖞𝖘. 𝖓𝖔 𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖑𝖉𝖍𝖔𝖔𝖉-𝖋𝖗𝖎𝖊𝖓𝖉𝖘-𝖙𝖔-𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖘 𝖘𝖙𝖔𝖗𝖞 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖊. *͛ ͙͛ ⁑͛⋆͛* or, in which we recount a story of past christmases that led six boys together. or, a prequel to my story 'hot chocolate and thrift shopping'.

"you're a fucking mess." "last time i checked, we were messier together." - - - - this is going to be some heavy shit trigger warning: mental / physical abuse gas-lighting love bombing sexual assault rape self harm suicidal thoughts

√ 𝐢𝐧 1864, 𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐟𝐚𝐧 𝐬𝐥𝐚𝐯𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐚 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐭. 𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐛𝐨𝐲. 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐰𝐨 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐥𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐚 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫. 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐤𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠. 𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫, 𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐟𝐚𝐧 𝐬𝐞𝐞'𝐬 𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐬 𝐞𝐱𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬𝐧'𝐭 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐨 𝐚𝐜𝐭.

√ 𝐢𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐦𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐡𝐞'𝐬 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐝𝐮𝐜𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐚 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧 '𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝' 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐬. 𝐡𝐞'𝐬 𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥, 𝐩𝐮𝐭𝐭𝐲 𝐢𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐞𝐥𝐭𝐬 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥'𝐬 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐦𝐫.𝐬𝐰𝐚𝐧. 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞 𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐨𝐫 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐝𝐚𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐫𝐮𝐢𝐧 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐨 𝐬𝐨?

i published this last year and i'm putting it back up because why not 🤝 also im not fixing any typos or editing the story anymore so anyone can rewrite this if they want -lowercase intended - 1800-DNLI © 2021