抖阴社区

Forever In My heart
  • Reads 66
  • Votes 2
  • Parts 12
  • Time 33m
  • Reads 66
  • Votes 2
  • Parts 12
  • Time 33m
Complete, First published Jan 20, 2017
Mature
Prepare your napkins, it's gonna be the darkest and gloomiest fic ever. 
On a calm fall morning, Billie hears the most shocking and dreadful news from his best friend and bandmate Mike.
Trigger warning: suicide, self-harm, depression, bullying, homophobia,
All Rights Reserved
Sign up to add Forever In My heart to your library and receive updates
or
You may also like
What a tragedy // Billie Joe Armstrong by PrivateAIe
35 parts Complete
"I write best when I'm falling in love, or falling apart." He muttered to himself, his gaze was on the guitar he had gently settled into his lap as he traced over the initials 'BJ' on it with his index finger. "Which one is it right now?" I asked nervously. He looked up at me with his green eyes only for a split second, soon looking back down. Like he feared I would see the pain painted behind his jade green orbs. But if he already knew I had already saw it. "Both." He said, finally looking up at me. That's when I noticed the pool of tears for everything that he had left unspoken, with one blink they would be running down his cheeks. And I hope he didn't let them, because I couldn't see him cry. "I love you, and it's killing me." I bit my lip painfully trying to stop myself from crying. He was the right one, my heart told me when my eyes first landed on him. But he wasn't mine, and that tore me up. Because I craved him to be. I sighed, "you're breaking my heart billie." I whispered, watching the tears roll down his dull face. "I love you. And loving you feels like some sort of self destruction when I'm not suppose to but my god armstrong I love you." I sobbed. It seems to be that love could be labelled poison and we would drink it anyways. I looked at him, the sadness in his eyes felt like it was tearing me up from the inside starting with the heart. But I felt guilty to look away. "But you know we shouldn't." I said Painfully, he nodded biting his lip. "We should only be friends." "But friends don't look at each other the way we do." And I needed him, he was my life line. And he told me he needed me, he said I was his sanity. But although it felt we lived worlds against each other, one thing we both knew was. 'I'm fine.' Sounds the same. Even when it's not true ----------------- She loved him more than he would ever know. And he loved her more than he would ever show. What a tragedy. (Little spoiler, but it does end happily I promise.)
You may also like
Slide 1 of 10
Hope i Don't Kill Myself || MINSUNG  cover
My True Beauty  cover
Pain, suffering, and Jesus / Tom Koulitz cover
What a tragedy // Billie Joe Armstrong cover
Nightmare Of My Dreams | Tom and Bill Kaulitz | cover
A Kind of Love That Only Hate Would Understand cover
Suffering, Silenced ~[A Tokio Hotel Story]~ cover
Billie Eilish Imagines | GXG cover
DRIVING ME INSANE 鈾 TOM KAULITZ  cover
High school's a lonely place (A Trillie Fanfic) cover

Hope i Don't Kill Myself || MINSUNG

24 parts Complete

Jisung never thought that a very scary and cruel bully can be so kind hearted and romantic My very first fanfic 鈿狅笍warning鈿狅笍 It's very very cringe