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jimin pov ༄*ೃ⋅°✧

i waited two more hours for jungkook to wake up. i didn't know what i was gonna say to him but it made me look at him differently. was he lying? was he pretending to be someone he's not? i'm just confused.

"babe? you're awake." he said in his morning voice. usually it'd make me smile but i can't help but feel differently and i really wish i didn't. i really wish i never looked him up. i groaned causing him to pop up.

"what no good morning?" he asked and i just shrugged. can i even be mad? i have no reason really.

"morning to you too then." he rolled his eyes and climbed out of bed when i didn't respond.

"if you wanted me to leave you could have said so. no need to be rude jimin." he said while putting on some clothes and i felt bad. he didn't do anything to me.

"no kook-ah i'm sorry. good morning." i pouted and he shook his head.

"what's up with you?" he asked and i don't know how to answer him. do i ask him about the cheating? the girlfriends? the stds? like where do i start?

"and now you're ignoring me. min what game is this because i don't like it." he spat and i could see i was starting to frustrate him.

"i- i was wondering...." i started and he gave me a look saying to continue.

"what were your past relationships like?" i asked hesitantly. i don't know if i should say i looked him up or not.

"why are you asking so randomly?" he questioned but why would he just try to dodge the question?

"mm just curious." i told him and he let of a quiet sigh before speaking again.

"okay... i had two girlfriends. jisoo and jennie." that isn't a lie then. but is the cheating?

"how'd you break up?" he seemed uncomfortable and to be honest so am i. we haven't been talking about real things since he's got he really.

"jennie broke up with me. and i broke up with jisoo."

"why?" i ask quickly.

"what's with the interrogation? jesus jimin." he groaned and walked into the bathroom to brush his teeth.

"i'm sorry that i wanna know more about you." i spat kind of angry. i mean why is he so like secretive.

"no. you weren't curious about me all day yesterday or the day before. why 21 questions now?" he asked looking at himself in the mirror. he was washing his face and stuff while i sat on the bed.

"no reason really. i just wanted to know." i bit my lip nervous because i think he's getting mad at me.

"i'm sure." my suspicion was correct.

"kook-" i whined because i don't want him to be upset with me.

"you don't lie well." he spat.

"okay... i may have looked you up." i finally confessed. he's right. i can't lie very well.

"jimin! no wonder you're being all weird." he looked super offended and i see that i probably should've just kept denying.

"well what's with all the scandals? there's so much there jungkook." i whined again just looking for a straight answer.

"and i'm telling you it's all fake. some of it even planned for publicity." he deadpanned. he seemed angry and i feel bad but i needed to know.

"all of it?" i asked quietly.

"yes all of it." he assured me.

"even the cheating?" now i'm just letting my insecurities take over.

"seriously?! especially that one. min i'd never." he tired again and it's clear he's agitated that i would even think that.

"i'm sorry." i apologized and put my head down. i shouldn't have even don't it.

"it's whatever. you obviously don't trust me at all." he said and maybe he's right. i don't know. i trust him but completely i don't know.

"it's not that. i do trust you but i was just curious." which wasn't a full lie.

"why didn't you just ask me?" he asked and now he just looked sad.

"would you have told me? about all of that?" i questioned

"no. because it's not true jimin. none of that is." he said before walking out of the bedroom. i sighed to myself and put my head in my hands. so much to think about.

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