I'm just trying to get these fools out my head so imma write down a fake argument I'm having with them in my head✨
Me: I hope y'all know I hate every single one of y'all
Mattia: what did we do
Me: MAKE ME OBSESSED WITH YALL. IVE BEEN OBSESSED WITH YALL. ESPECIALLY YOU *points to mattia* SINCE YALL FUCKING LICKED A DAMN LOLLIPOP.
Alejandro: that's not our fault.
Me: shut up monkey don't get me started on you.
Mattia: you are just a fan. Your not obsessed.
Me:Oh you wanna bet? My fucking spam page since I've watched y'all's first video has be FILLED WITH VIDEO AND PICTURES OF YOU. MY SPAM PAGE NAME WAS "NYI.IS.MATTIAS.WHORE" FOR 8 MONTHS.
Kairi: ok but that's being obsessed with Mattia, not all of us.
Me: When you first got with Celia. I broke 2 windows, punched a whole in my wall and cried myself to sleep till she cheated on you. Then I found out about you and gabby I literally blocked her and ripped 4 shirts in half.
Me: ale when I found out you had a thing with Katie, I literally blocked her on everything. I also broke my pinky bc I kept punching shit.
Me: mattia when I found about the racist shit you've done I cut my hair and cried myself to sleep till you apologized. Which was from March to May. When I found out you was talking to Cynthia I blocked her and cried. Then with Aryiana, and Hailey, then Vic, then the shit with Jade. Then when the barbz where attacking you, I literally stood up for yo ass and got attacked. Anything that happens to you. I literally can't fucking take it. I get so mad and defensive when it comes to y'all, every time I see someone bashing or talking shit about y'all I get so fucking mad. Y'all are literally all I fucking think about and it's ridiculous bc I can't get in a relationship bc I always compare the dudes to y'all.
Alavro: that's you being obsessed with them three what about us?
Me: Y'all three are so unproblematic and Alvaro I keep having dreams where me and you are dating and are getting married. Rob, I keep dreaming about cuddling you. And Ro, I'm sorry but I keep thinking ur my cousin.
Roshaun: is it bc we're both black?
Me: yes.
Me: y'all know those letter tiktoks where it says "these initials need to be together or these initials are soulmates" do you now how many ss I have of those that say n+m or n+a or n+k. It's ridiculous bc I actually think I have a chance with yall. Then I think about how y'all only like white girls with literally no personality.
Me: but hey, at the end of the day I'm always the girl who never gets what she wants.
*gets up and leaves*
Enjoy this bc I cried while writing it for some reason
