Our Addiction || Draco Malfoy x Reader

TW: trauma, sexual abuse, panic attack

     "Harry, please," I wince. His nails dig into my hips, but kisses me softly. The opposites of both driving me insane.

I only know he smirks to that, after hearing a slight laugh, "Calm down..."

I don't answer him, only being able to think of his body colliding with mine, slowly. The anticipation killing me, just wanting all of him.

His lips form an o shape into my mouth as he quickens, giving in to my pleads.

We both grow louder, knowing we had a silencing spell.

His arms tangle around my back, holding me at a defying angle.

Both of our moans sync for a moment. The build up increasing, until a loud banging is heard from the door, scaring us.

"Are you in there Harry? I have to get in, finish up your business." Ron is heard pounding on the door from outside.

Harry scrambles for his clothes, I need a place to hide.

Harry hands me a towel, quickly. Sending me a killing look telling me he would get rid of Ron, and he wasn't done.

I grab my clothes with the towel around me, as the door opens.

I feel dizzy.

"No fucking way," Ron says his jaw dropping, "Hermione I, I was right-" He leans to his right side assuming Hermione was there but was only surprised with a slight breeze as she ran to me.

My mouth runs dry, quick. The bright lights suddenly on, overwhelms me, setting a weird tone to Hermione's voice as she spoke.

"Y/n? Harry," Her voice almost sounds far, far away.

Her voice laces with confusion as she continues, "Ron, was right.. Why couldn't you tell us Harry?"

Her focus faces away from me as I nervously glance around the room. My shoes on the bedside. Ron standing behind Hermione, who continues talking. Harry motions his arms to me, and then back to Hermione explaining.

I am still in the cold towel, sitting on Harry's bed. Everyones voices only pile on top of each other, almost echoing with each word. I feel like I'm going to be sick.

My hair sticks to my skin, my bare legs cold. Suddenly I'm aware of every single tingling feeling in my body, as if everyone is screaming at me. Making my head pound.

"Are, are you alright?" Ron calls for me, putting his hand on my shoulder before taking it off immediately, as if he forgot I was only wearing a towel.

"Go, leave now." Harry tells both of them.

As they leave he stays, not knowing how to comfort me. I stand there not hugging him back, only putting on Harry's sweater and my skirt.

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I don't remember leaving his dorm. I don't remember walking through the long halls back to the common room.

I'm only greeted by Blaise in the common room, he was sitting next to Daphne Greengrass, Theodore Nott, and Draco. Pansy sits across from them, and smiles at me proudly.

Before Blaise could get any other words out than 'hi' I was already in my dorm, pacing my floor.

Draco, Harry, Ron, and Hermione's faces run through my mind over and over. All quick, and enough to drain everything out of me.