Let Me Know BTS;Suga

Solbi why are you taking so long?" Suga complained from outside the dressing room.
The truth was I couldn't reach the zipper at my back to zip the red dress up.
"I'll be out in a minute!" I shouted back trying to reach the zipper for a millionth time how was a dress so difficult to put on.
Suddenly I tripped over myself falling on the ground with a loud thud.
"Are you okay in there?" Suga asked hearing the thud.
"Umm yea!" I lied getting up I stood in the mirror with a loud sigh.
How am I gonna take this stupid dress of..it's Suga's fault he forced me to try it on.
"Suga..."I called out my voice timid and small.
"You need help don't you?" Suga already seemed to know me so well.
"Yea.." I muttered opening the dressing room door a crack peeking my head out to see Suga.
"I can't zip it up" I said my face red from embarrassment at what I was about to ask.
" Can you zip it up for me" Suga drew out a long low whistle before agreeing.
I turned around feeling insecure about my body, Suga carefully set my long hair on one side of my shoulder.
His hands trembled as he pulled the dress zipper up I could feel him trying I keep his hands steady.

Suga P.O.V
"How do I look?" I heard the soft sweet voice of hers, I turned to see Solbi in a short red dress.
On any other girl it would've looked plain but Solbi brought it beauty.
It suited her light curves perfectly it's blood red color contrasting her pale complection making her look seductive.
It was funny how she could make a cheap plain dress look like a billion dollars.
"I'll take that as a yes" Solbi chuckled going back to the dressing room to take it off.
I hadn't realize I was staring at her for a while.

Solbi P.O.V

I went back into the dressing room to take the dress off when I glanced at myself in the mirror.
It was the type of glance that turned into a long stare.
Instead of me I saw a younger version of my mother looking back.
I had never believed when people told me how much I looked like my omma. My eomma was a beauty no body could be compared too.
She was pure and full of kindness she gave me the best thing a mother could give their child and that was love.
I reached out my fingertips sliding against the glass mirror wishing my reflection was really my mother, so she could hold me and tell me how life has been in heaven so I could get one more chance to tell her how much I hate being without her and how much I love her.
But I couldn't.
She was gone and that was something I couldn't handle.
My knees buckled and I fell to the floor in a mess.
Flashback*
"Omma!" I screamed, my hands now covered in red blood.
The red ink marked death was everywhere, evidence of the bullet in my mothers chest.
Raw screams escaped my throat as I held onto my mother her breathing was raspy as she was holding onto her last breaths.
"Omma the ambulance is on the way just hold on" I spoke my words trembling just as my hands shook.
Her breathes became slower as her chest movement stopped.
Her lips moved gradually moved as if to speak.
"I'm...sorry..Solbi.." A tear escaped her eyes just before life left her body.
A smile stayed on her lips as if to say she was happy.
Happy she was free.
Flashback End*

Suga P.O.V

I heard faint sobs coming from Solbi's dressing room.
Is she crying?
I pulled the door handle slowly.
I saw Solbi sitting in front of the mirror mascara staining her cheeks from the tears.
Her red dress was now wrinkled.
I had never seen such a beautiful girl in pain it hurts me seeing her like this.
"Suga...get out" Solbi managed to say through the shaky sobs.
I stayed beside her, taking her in to my arms, this time she didn't push me away I held her as she cried into my shirt.
I had no idea why she was crying, I just didn't want to tears fall from her eyes.
Solbi tightened her fingers around the blue bracelet on her wrist her sobs fading away slowly.
She pulled herself away from me mascara still smudged on her cheeks.
"I forgot to tell you..you look beautiful" I whispered wiping away a lingering tear.
"No I don't I'm a mess" She sniffled her eyes now red and puffy.
I laughed lightly "If your a mess, your a beautiful one" Finally my words cracked a smile on her lips.
"You can stop flattering me now sweetness I've stopped crying" She punched me playfully in my arm.
I helped Solbi up and we went to go pay for the dress.
Later that night just before Solbi went inside her home she made me promise to not tell any one I saw her cry.
I layed In bed that night thinking about our day.
She had let me hold her today and see her weak and crying ..At least were making improvement on the trust.
But...
What was she crying about?

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I woke up last night such a blur all I could remember is crying in front of Suga.
How did I know that!
Well the red dress I hadn't bothered to change out of and ended up sleeping in.
How could I have let myself look so weak in front of a man?
But Suga was also my friend..
I quickly changed into my school uniform and did my hair before going downstairs to eat breakfast.
"Good morning Young Mistress Kim" The maids bowed in a line order as I came down the spiral stairs I bowed back.
I walked to the kitchen to find Jin stuffing his face with pancakes.
I passed by him to the car garage where Mr.Jung was waiting to escort us to school.
I got in the car as Mr.Jung held the door for me.
A few seconds later Jin came in sitting beside me.
"Where were you yesterday?" Jin asked eyeing me suspiciously.
"With Suga..why did my father finally decide to acknowledge me?" I replied cruely, I would always have something against Jin he was the son of the women who had the affair with my appa.
The affair that drove my mother to her death.
"Suga? I'm guessing you guys are becoming close friends" Jin said happily as Mr.Jung pulled up to the school.
To Jin this was a chance to have a sibling bond with me.
"Umm..I guess" I said as Mr.Jung opened the door for us and wished us a good day.

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A/N: another update! Did any body get feels cx