Just another streamer (A Corpse Story)

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The last few weeks have been a bit taxing on my body and my stress levels, I've had to go to a couple court hearings for putting Jared in jail for awhile. If he is convicted he will be sent to jail across the country so if he ever gets out he can't come here and hurt me. I've only streamed a few times throughout this, everyone's been supportive especially my roommates and corpse. The girls are witnesses to what happened so they'll be talking to build up the case on my behalf. So far the fans only know what happened and that he'll hopefully be going away for awhile. If he isn't he'll be flown to atlanta and won't be able to fly ever again.

If he were to come within 100 feet of me again he will be sent to prison. The judge isn't taking this as a joke so hopefully he'll be put away. I can't live my life fearing for my life because of an ex that didn't get over me. I haven't seen corpse much but we've been texting everyday or at least every couple days when neither of us are busy. It's been really tough not seeing him, I love him to bits but this is hard. It's now mid-November and we've been together 10 months now, I was in court the day of our 10months so we couldn't see eachother but I did call him when we went on breaks.

Rae and poki have been coming with me when we do need to be in court and Leslie, Jodi and Janet came when they needed to talk and answer questions. I'm so incredibly thankful for them being by my side throughout all of this. I cross my legs sitting on the couch and watching greys anatomy with Rae, she looks over at me "how are you and corpse? He hasn't been here in awhile, you still good?" She asks. I let out a sigh trying to think of what to say "I think this and the hearing have been a bit hard on our relationship, I know he's busy with music and streaming and his health issues like I get it but I miss spending time together" I let out. She nods and rests her hand on my shoulder "you need to talk to him, if you want time apart then tell him and work it out but if you want more time together then tell him" she says.

I let out a sigh and look down at my lap "I don't want to hurt him" I whisper trying not to cry. She pats my shoulder "you shouldn't lead him on Amelia, he loves you a lot" she reassures me. I nod wiping my face "I should see if he's free tonight, I just really don't want to hurt him or our friendship I love him so much I don't want to lose him" I tell her as tears spill down my face. "He will understand everything's going to be ok" she says. I nod wiping my eyes "can you make sure we have ice cream? I'm going to need that and a lot of wine" I ask. She nods pouting "yeah, I'll make sure" she says.

Corpse texts me back and I head to my room and change into leggings and a loose t-shirt. I put concealer on under my eyes so he can't tell I was crying. I put on my regular leather jacket and grab my keys heading out, Rae's made sure we've got tons of ice cream and wine. "I'll call when I'm on my way, I'll probably pick up some late dinner" I let her know. She nods hugging me and I head out to my car. I put on some Taylor swift and quietly drive to his apartment. This is probably one of the toughest things I've ever had to do.

When we started dating we both agreed that if either of us needs distance or time to talk about it so I'm hoping he'll understand. I really hope the fans understand as well, I recently his 800k and I'm almost at 900k. Either way we'll probably have to put out a statement so they understand. I just don't want my fans harassing him or his fans harassing me. I really do love him and I want to spend the rest of my life with him but right now we need time apart so I can get through the trial and focus on myself.

I get to his apartment building and I sit outside in my car for a few minutes trying to think of what to say. I just don't want to lose him. I still want to be friends and hopefully get back together when it's over. I go up using the spare key he gave me to get up. Once I'm there I knock before opening the door. "Corpse I'm here" I let him know. "In the bathroom babe" he replies. I close the door taking a deep breath oh is this going to be hard. I walk towards his bedroom and sit on his bed waiting for him to come out from the shower.

A minute or so later he comes out drying his hair with a towel and one around his waist. I look up from my lap and look him over forgetting everything I wanted to talk about. "Hey what's up babe?" He asks. I look at his face and melt, fuck I don't know if i can do this. "Um I don't know" I reply. He raises his eyebrows and sits next to me "what's going on?" He asks worried. I sigh running my hand through my hair "mm I don't want you to think I don't love you, I do I love you so so sooooo much like I'm in love with you" I start rambling. "Woah woah what's up? I won't get mad or upset" he says. I breath out "I think we should spend some time apart" I let out.

He nods understanding "is it the trial? What is it?" He asks. I nod "yeah it's the trial, how about we spend 2 months 'apart', not tell anyone and if either of us want to stay apart then we will but if we don't and we miss eachother because I know I'll miss you we get back together" I pitch. He nods "yeah that sounds fair, I will be a phone call away for anything, you know I love you and I'm in love with you and nothing will change" he tells me. I nod "I know, I love you" I whisper. He rests his hand on my cheek and I look at him "I'm sorry I'm so broken" I whisper. He shakes his head "you aren't" he replies.

We talk for a bit sitting on his bed, I stand up and I wipe my face. He stands up towering over me and I look up at him "I love you" I whisper. He nods grabbing both sides of my face leaning down and kisses me deeply, I deepen it standing on my tip toes trying to feel everything I felt the first time we kissed. "I love you too" he replies after pulling away. He leads me to the door and I hug him tightly "keep my shirts and hoodies, I know you like how I smell" he says. I laugh "okay, I'll let you know when I'm home" I tell him. I head down after handing him the key. As I'm driving it starts raining and I'm playing some music, I go through a green light and next thing I know I'm rolling down the road.

A bunch of people come running out of their cars towards mine, before I even see anyone I'm passing out. Gosh dang it.

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Dun dun dunnnn a cliffhanger! Hope you enjoyed this chapter the next one will more than likely posted right after this one so don't worry and if it isn't don't be afraid to message me demanding the next chapter

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