i'm happy when i want to be

the way
she smiled
it drove you insane

you call
her wild
but your heart stays the same

break
yourself
over and over

pretend
you're okay
they don't know you aren't sober

there's
no
way

never open up
never say hello
never associate
just stay at home

while i
go crazy alone
she's
got like 50 texts on her phone

but all
i
want...
is you

you tell
me that
she's not your type

please,
we all
know that's a lie

and when
you tell
me that you don't love her

i know
that there's
no way you're still sober

there's
no
way

never open up
never say hello
never associate
just stay at home

and i know
i act like a child
but what's
the point
when she's got you on speed dial?

all
i
want...
is you

and i know
that when
you leave i will miss you

but
i know
that you will be back

and that
right there
is the most awkward feeling

i
just wanna
be in your arms again...

you say
that you're
totally different

she
believes you
but i know it's shit

so next
time that
you leave me for her

at least
pretend
that you're still sober

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a/n~

DON'T PLAY W OTHER PEOPLE'S FEELINGS FOR HELL'S SAKEEEEE

if you are hurting right now,
you aren't alone.

>_<

uwu i love u drink some water and wear ur mask<3

~vi