My Captain - Steve Rogers X Fem Reader

I was definitely upset about finding this out about my parents. But I quickly realized I couldn't be mad....I couldn't be mad at something Bucky was forced to do. He had no control.

I was mad at Hydra...at Shield.

Tony didn't feel the same, he lunges at Bucky but Steve stops him. "Tony. Tony." Steve try's to calm him down.

Tony Is consumed with grief and tears glistening in his eyes he turns and looks at Steve. "Did you know?"

"I didn't know it was him." Steve says.

"Don't bullshit me, Rogers! Did you know?"

Steve looks over at me regretfully, "Yes."

I step back in shock, staring at him with tears in my eyes. "You...you never told me."

Suddenly Tony reengages the Iron Man helmet. He punches Steve to the floor and deflects gunfire from Bucky, disarming him. he grabs Bucky and flies across the chamber. He slams him onto the floor, then jumps on his arms. Steve's shield hits Tony , distracting him.

I couldn't help but stand there in shock. My husband had kept this from me...this huge secret.

Steve barges him backwards, Tony shoulders him to the floor and shackles his ankles. Bucky punches Tony who just lifts him and slams him against a machine. Tony raises a fist but Bucky twists it. A rocket shoots out of Tony's arm, a fireball explodes. Steve slices his shackles as a towering structure of pipework collapses. Tony and Bucky are thrown down a level as twisted metal falls around them, showering sparks.

Without thinking I run to Bucky, "Get out of here!" I yell.

As Bucky bolts Tony fires, but misses. Steve lands in front of him. Bucky hits a control panel and the silo-styled door overhead starts to open.

"It wasn't him, Tony. Hydra had control of his mind!" I try to stop Tony.

"Move!"

"It wasn't him!" I cry.

Tony stares at me in shock, "He killed our Parents Y/N! What is wrong with you!" Tony screams.

"That wasn't him Tony. He had no control, it was Hydra's fault!"

I couldn't even react when Tony back hands me, sending me flying into the wall.

As Steve hits Tony's boot, he comes over and helps me up. "Get your hands off of me!" I scream, making him step back in shock.
I fly up and latch on Tony's back, throwing him down on a small platform. "Hurry Bucky! Go!" I scream as Tony tries to punch me. I teleport behind him and kick him onto the platform next to us. Tony fires a small missile at me, sending me flying back to a lower open level.

I look up to see Bucky has fallen down here with me. I slowly get up and stand in front of him. Tony flys down and starts to fight all three of us. I blast his stomach and teleport behind him, kicking his face. Tony punches Steve and I back, I fall into him as Bucky holds Tony against the wall.

Steve once again tries to touch me but I smack his hand. I look up as Bucky screams, Tony had blasted his metal arm off. He turns and blasts at Steve's shield as I teleport next to Bucky.

I hold his head in my lap as I let the two fight. I refused to fight Tony anymore. Even if that lets him kill me. I slowly stroke Bucky's hair, crying as I watch his eyes open.

"Y/N....I'm so sorry." He whispers.

"I can't stay mad at you Bucky.....I know it wasn't actually you. I know you didn't have a choice." I cry.

"I'm so sorry." He repeats. He looks up at me and his eyes widen. "Your stomach." He points to a blood stain appearing through my suit. "It's not...healing."

"Shhh. I'm okay." I rub his head. I slightly jump as I hear a small crunch, Steve had stabbed his shield through Tony's suit, Steve comes back to us and helps us both up. I was too weak and tired to care.

"That shield doesn't belong to you. You don't deserve it. My father made that shield!" Tony yells.

Steve drops the shield, continuing to help us walk. "Wait." I whisper. I limp over to Tony, kneeling down.

"How could you take his side...I'm your brother...he killed our parents."

"He's my husband." I whisper with tears in my eyes.

"Y-your what?"

"My husband. I can't leave him...not after all we've been through. Tony...Bucky was brainwashed...controlled and tortured. He had no choice..no say.....he hand no control over his own life. I forgive him.....Tony I know what it's like to be tortured..to have your brain messed with." Tony looks up at me in shock. "I'm sorry Tony. I love you..more than you'll ever know." I cry, standing up and limping back over to Steve.

He wraps his arm around me and helps me walk, "Your bleeding..why aren't you healing?"

"Just stop." I cry.

When we go outside we are stopped by T'Challa. "You can bring him to Wakanda...I now know the truth." He nods at the fake doctor.

"I-are you sure?" Steve asks.

"Yes. I am." T'Challa nods. "And you need medical attention." He points at my stomach. "I already put the coordinates in your Jet."

"Thank you...We really appreciate it." Steve shakes his hand.

I help Bucky into the Jet as the two talk, I set him down on a small bench and rub his head. "Get some rest." I smile as he closes his eyes.

Steve walks passed me and doesn't hesitate to take off.

Soon he turns it to autopilot and turns around to look at Bucky and I. I turn away and pull down the top of my suit, down to my waist. I look down as I have a large deep gash in my stomach.

Steve walks over with a bandage and softly presses it on my stomach. "Don't...touch me." I hiss.

"Y/N I-"

"Steve we are married! We are supposed to be honest with each other! You kept this from me! About my own parents! How could you do that! I forgive Bucky, I know he didn't have a choice...but you did! I don't know how I can forgive you." I cry, shoving him back.

"Y/N, I thought by telling you would put you in more pain....I didn't realize how wrong I was. I know it doesn't mean much but I'm so sorry. I now realize I was just sparring myself." He starts to cry. "I wish I could make this right....I wish you could forgive me."

"I'll forgive you when you get our friends out....I'll forgive you when you learn to tell me things...learn to trust me."

"Y/N I trust you...that wasn't why I did it. I just thought if I told you I'd be putting you through more pain..I was so wrong." He shakes his head.

"We need to communicate...we are married Steve. Your a grown Man, you need to learn to communicate to your wife. If you weren't ready to get married..or grow up...then you shouldn't of asked me to marry you." I pull my suit up and turn around.

Steve grabs my hand and spins me back, hugging me tightly. "Y/N I have never regretted marrying you. That was the best day of my life. I'll spend the rest of my life making it up to you if I have to..trying to get you to trust me again."

"Just get our friends out." I wipe my tears and lean up and kiss him, going back to Bucky.

I could understand why he wouldn't tell me...but that didn't stop me from being upset.