??Agoraphobic?? (Corpse x reader)

!!T/W SELF HARM!!

       I wake up pretty late in the day and check my the time on my phone. 3:47 pm... I stretch out my body to wake up and check my phone. Nothing other than a few fan comments... I sit up in my bed and catch a glimpse of the small, shiny, and sharp object sitting on my night stand. A few more couldn't hurt. I toss my phone on top of my pillow and grab the blade from off the night stand. I roll up my long sleeve, revealing a collection of old and somewhat fresh scars that run up and down my forearm. I trace over some old scars with the blade, causing blood to gush out of the fresh cuts, adding one after another. As I'm adding more cuts to my collection, the Discord ringtone starts emitting from my phone, startling me, causing me to jump and make the cut I had already been working on deeper. I quickly throw the blade at the night stand, where it had recently sat, and quickly roll down my sleeves before answering the call. Wait, Quackity?

       "Good morning, Quackmister," I say in a sleepy and monotone, yet still smooth voice.

       "Uhh, U/N, it's like 4:00 pm where you are..." he trails off.

       "Yeah, what of it?" I ask as I crack my neck, "I like my sleep," I yawn, getting up from my bed and heading out to the kitchen.

       "U/N... please get a better sleep schedule..." Quackity says in a soft voice. Of course Quackity wants me to get a better sleep schedule.. he's my best friend. He's been here for me longer than Poki has and he understands my boundaries.

       "... Fineee, big Q. Just for you," I say, grabbing a box of cereal.

       "Thank you. Now that we have that covered, I would like to ask you something," he says, sounding a bit nervous. Why does he sound nervous? He knows he can tell me anything... right?

       "Alex, deep breaths. No need to be nervous. I'm here and I always will be. No matter what," I assure him.

       "Thank you, Y/N," he lets out a breath, "Do you maybe want to join the Dream SMP? With Dream's permission, of course," he asks as I'm pouring cereal into my bowl. I pause after I'm done and freeze for a second from shock. People want me to be a part of something that big? Why? I start pouring the milk into the bowl before answering.

       "Of course I'll join, Quackity! It would be an honor!" I say as I sit down at the kitchen table. I turn on my camera and set my phone up so Quackity can see me.

       "Hell yeah!" he cheers, "What ya eating?" He asks.

       "Just some lucky charms cereal," I say through a mouthful of the cereal before swallowing.

       "Well at least you're eating. When you're finished, let's get you into the server!" he smiles.

       "I won't have to talk to many people, right...?" I ask, not wanting to have to face many people today.

       "Well Dream wants to meet you and Tommy and Tubbo might be there. Is that okay?"

       "Yeah, that's fine. But I've met Dream before," I say, taking another bite of cereal.

       "Yeah, over Among Us. Which probably means you got away with killing him and lying to him," he laughs.

       "You right," I chuckle. I quickly finish up my cereal while talking to Alex and run back to my room, booting up my PC and turning on Minecraft. I put in the infirmation for the server and join.

       "Oh my god, you're actually here!" he says, his Minecraft character walking up to me, "Okay, let's join the vc in the server I'm about to send you. Dream and Karl are already there, I hope you don't mind, Karl wanted to join us," Quackity says before leaving to go to the other server and the invite pops up on my screen. I join the server and quickly join the vc, following Quackity in the game.