Two's better than one

(F slur in this chapter. I am very aware how derogatory the word is but I believe that to bring the needed understanding of the situation and the reality of what happens to some of the people in the community it is important to the story. If you feel otherwise comment of send me a message I am very willing to hear your opinion)

I awoke to the sound of plates and cups shattering and the utensils hitting the floor. Instantly I shot up between the two boys and stuffies that had surrounded me. Shit. Mom and Dad knew I was gay but they didn't know about me being a little. You are probably wonder well how would they not know until now? Well because not only do they normally never wake me up but I also had a pacifier in my mouth well I slept and pjs that looked very childish.

"Mom?!" I say just above a whisper since the two boys some how still are asleep. My mothers eyes filled with disgust as she finally took everything in.

"Get down stairs in five minutes. Alone. Your father and I will be waiting." She says harshly leaving the mess on the floor and walking downstairs. I hurry out of bed and get dressed writing a quick note for Orion and Jace if the wake up to stay till I come back. I wipe the few stray tears that had fallen down my face and made my way to my parents.

There st the kitchen table sat my mother and father. I moved towards the seat opposite to them but never meeting their eyes. I didn't need to see their disappointment I could feel it. The heaviness of the silence, the quiet drip of the water from the tap, the constant tapping of my foot and the loudest being the heavy sighs from my parents. We sat in silence for what felt like forever, I had seen them sit with Gi when they were upset with her but it was never like this. Gi had confidence I did not, she was able to start the conversation I couldn't even look at the two who brought me into this world.

"Kian?" I hear dad say.

"Yes?" I replied with out looking up.

"Your mother and I accepted you sexuality because we loved you. We raised you to be a follower of God even if some say God hates fags." I had felt as thought I was stabbed, my own father saying one of the very few slurs I was called back home. The man who brought me to this world discriminating against my community by simply saying the word, but not only that by his inability to understand the pain that slur brings. "Even though every one of our friends left us because of you we still loved you. But this we can not accept."

"What?" My broken voice cracks as I finally look at my parents with tear filled eyes.

"He's saying you are no longer welcome in this household." My mother states. "We can deal with you being 'gay' because we know it's just a faze." Horror stuck through my body they never understood the simply didn't want a broken family. "But on top of that being with two of the same gender and looking like a child. And all I can do is wish that you at least did this for a dare but deep down I know that it isn't."

"M-Mom?"

"Listen to your mother Kian." My Father states.

"We can't except this. You are no longer welcome in our home. Pack you stuff and leave." Mom says while getting up from her seat and refilling her cup of coffee. "We will give you some money but after that you never come back home."

My heart broke my family had thrown me out simply because I was doing what made me happy, I was being who I am. I stumbled my way to my room. When I step through my door I see Orion and Jace sitting on my bed with worried looks.

"Is everything ok?" They ask as I fall into their arms.

"They kicked me out." I say just above a whisper. "I have-I have no where to go. Not enough money. I-I don't know what to do." Jace gets up and starts what I assume is packing up my stuff as Orion rubs my back whispering sweet nothings into my ear.

"Where do I go?" I whisper to Orion as I snuggle into him.

"You can stay with me or Jace. Or you can stay with me for a week then Jace for one. No matter what we will take care of you." He responds. Jace then walks back to where we are with a few bags of my stuff.

"I got things I thought you would want but have a look around to make sure I didn't miss anything." Jace says Giving me a peck on the cheek. I look around my room one last time. Even though it hadn't been mine for very long the little bit of me that had once covered these walls now simply looked like garbage. Jace packed all my clothes,shoes and stuff he also got my little gear and a few trinkets I had around my room. With one last look around I grabbed all my money and we made our way out.