????Unexpected dreams I've had ????

A/n: hey TW um suicide, and gore, um there is a death here. it was a really long dream this time. i did listen to a shifting audio on youtube, but it didn't work. oops bahhahha. or maybe it did and this was me shifted?? idk it felt like a movie instead of me being there myself. As always i have provided music to listen to while reading!! anyways enjoy?

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I was with about 4 people in an old roblox style house, and we were at a party, but we decided to go upstairs and have a competition on who could make a better room. This sweet little dream instantly was twisted into a horrible nightmarish scene though. 

I was in my garage and there were the four of us aged up into adults, but my neighbor across the street was the guy I was married to, but i didn't know till much later. He had a little sister who was my childhood friend. They had a basketball hoop on the top of their garage door that went up and down with the flow of the garage door. It was a rainy storm, and he was holding a baby that was crying. Which he said to, "just give it some nutella and bananas". I thought that was an awful idea so I told him, "oh my gosh absolutely not, this baby needs some fruit or yogurt, why would you give a baby so much sugar?!" After that we went into my kitchen and I gave the baby a sofend piece of a pear to eat. I told him I'd watch the baby and for him to go back to his house across the street since it's raining.

 I got to my bedroom, and went on the computer with the baby on my lap asleep, and was looking through work emails. The email contained travel information on where I would be stationed next since I was a professional hockey player. My new jersey was a red one with a penguin on it. (I don't watch sports so i have no idea what team that jersey is if it is an actual team). I took the baby, then called the guy from across the street, and that's when i learned that we were married. I actually wanted a divorce since we would not be living together and he refused to leave his hockey team, which (their jersey was a yellow one with black and white stripes and a bear on it). I told him to get out, pushing him into my open-doored garage, as it was still raining outside. I told him I was taking the baby with me, and that I would be moving away. He looked very shocked and hurt by these words, but i didn't think too much about it since i was leaving the next day. My only thought was to pack up as fast as possible. 

Not even 1 minute passed by and I heard loud screaming coming from the house he lives in. I ran to my garage so as to not step out into the rain. What I saw was the same dream I had about 1 year ago. My husband shoved his body into the hoop of the basketball net, and was crushing himself to death as the garage door shut on his now almost dead body. He kept re-adjusting so that he would die faster from the force given. I stood there shaken up and grossed out holding our later realized shared child, and his sister came out to find his mutilated body. WHy? Why did he do that? There was no funeral.

 At least not in my dream, and when i went to a hockey game about a week later, i was met with a strange lady who was telling me valuable information but the rest is a blurr. I wish I knew what she had told me, but all I see is my now toddler little girl next to me, and the old lady talking with a tank of crabs being lured away to talk to someone else. And then I woke up.

2/20/21