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Y/N:
"Anne where are you going?!" I yelled as she ran down and across the feild away from the schoolhouse "we have a... place, where we go sometimes to feel free" she yelled back, I contemplated what to do for a moment.

She had a lot that she would need to talk to him about and I don't know if it would be best for me to go with her.

"Would you like support?" I asked catching up, she turned to me for a moment "I think I need to talk with him, alone" I nodded, if thats what she needed to do then thats that.

I will respect her descion "oh and y/n?" "Yes?" "I'm really so-" "stop, its in the past, I was a bit upset but whats done is done. Go." she left without another word and I let out a sigh.

I might as well go see what I can salvage from our club, see if anything survived Billy and his friends, I walked down the path hearing sniffles as I reached it.

I saw Diana and Ruby staring at the wreckage, both in tears as they took in the sight "It's not pretty" they looked to me walking torwards them we all glanced over when we heard more footsteps coming down the path.

I saw Anne, she looked a little less tense but still heartbroken nonetheless, we gathered together in a hug, I normally wasn't a touchy person but I knew it would do everyone some good right now.

This world was messed up in a matter of hours and I still had to go back to mother and the sure-fire wrath I would have to endure even after a horribly long day. "Did you find Cole?" Ruby asked "He must be as shattered as..." Diana looked around once more but didn't continue.

"Nothing will ever be the same" "It very well may not be, but lets not dwell on it now, lets see what we can get" I turned back to the scattered papers and broken sculptures.

I crouched down and began to look over any papers that might be okay to bring back to the house, the others helped me and we picked up any last bit that wasn't completely rrunined, though there wasn't many some of my better pieces turned out okay and I counted that as a small victory in this horrendus day.

We didn't stay to long after, it was getting dark and we all had to be home, though I tried to hold it off as long as possible.

We all went our seperate ways and I walked as slowly as I could on the way back, thinking of all the ways she may punish me, all the ways she could ruin me with words and actions.

When I got to the door I took in a deep breath 'here we go' I pulled the door open and stepped in, I was waiting for being berated by screaming but it was deathly silent. Somehow that scared me even more.

I walked slowly through the house like she would pop out at any corner and belt me, once in the kitchen I looked out the back window to see if anyone was outside, finding no one I continued torwards the stairs.

My eyes darted at every small creak or sound I heard, I don't know why but I was terrified I knew my imagination would get back at me one day.

I made it to the top of the stairs and down the hall before slowly turning my door handle, I jumped seeing the figure sitting on my bed, books spread around her.

All of my travel ones to be exact.

"So this is what you've been up to?" mother asked quietly, her tone sounded calm but I knew better than to trust it "They are just books Mother. Nothing more, they help me in school" I tried to sound confident but the way she was so calm freaked me out.

"This seems like to many about the same thing y/n" I winced her voice was growing louder but maybe that was good, it was better than that calm facade she wore when I first came in.

"I find those interesting, it helps me get to top of the class. I though you may be proud of that but I guess I was wrong" "Yes you were. A girl at the top of the class? I have never heard of such foolishness! You are to in the house, cleaning, cooking, helping your husband" I thought we had this conversation this morning.

I sighed "Mother, we talked about this, I choose my path in life. Not you." she looed like she was about to explode.

"If you are so sure of yourself then fine! I can tell you that you will fail! Sure try higher education! See how far you get, I doubt you'd last a year with all of your day dreaming and worthless hobbies!" she was screaming by now and she was walking closer by the second.

I stepped back only to be met with the door "Mother, please calm down. We don't need to talk right now" "Calm down?! Don't tell me when to calm down!" I felt a sting across my cheek and my eyes stung with tears.

Well that was new. She has never hit me like that before, maybe a belt, but never that. She looked down at her hand like she couldn't belive she had done it "Y/N I-" "Get. Out." she kept quiet as she stepped into the hallway, I slammed the door shut and buryed my face into my pillow.

This day couldn't get any worse.

Gilbert:
I stepped outside, my boots and warmest coat I could find on, I had to get that fence up somehow.

If Bash wasn't here I would do it alone, I walked over grabbing the post and standing it in the ground the best I could, I then grabbed a plank and placed it on only to have the post fall over. Thats alright I'll just try again.

That went on for an hour.

I threw the plank on the ground after what felt like the hudreath try "Gah!" I yelled in frustation. Is this what Bash had to deal with when I wasn't there? Then I said I wouldn't... I sighed.

Nothing was going right today, not school not home, Bash wasn't even here, everything is falling apart. I walked back up to the house wanting to just take a break but I stopped when I passed the samll graveyard, 'Dad...' maybe he could help.

I don't know just I need something right now. I walked over and sat on the bench looking down at his headstone "I don't know what I'm doing here anymore, Dad. What am I supposed to want? I wish you were here" tears fell freely as I talked to him "How am I supposed to do all of this by myself?!" as I spoke it dawned on me.

This was exactly how he felt, and it was because of me, an idea quickly struck me and I stood from the bench. I took off in a sprint to the house and found the drawer with everything about the farm in it, I dug until finally... I pulled out the deed.

I knew exactly what to do now 'Another one solved thanks to you pops' I let out a small smile as his name was added.

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