A Strange Declaration (SCP-035 x SCP-049) [Finished]

- SCP-049 narrates -
I was quite surprised by the unannounced visit from 035, he doesn't usually come that often but I was glad to see him.
It was a bit embarrassing that I came right in the middle of a surgery since both the stretcher and the floor were a disaster, but leaving that aside, it is good that at least someone wants to hear about my discoveries and believe what I say, they always treat me like a crazy person.

Well, I don't understand human emotions too much after all, so I don't judge them by seeing me with a different look and they don't understand my writing either, should I try to teach them?
I think I'd just waste my time, they don't even believe me... and- uhhh... I'm beating around the bush, what was I...?
True, it was 035. There is something that keeps spinning in my head after that day, maybe it's just my imagination or something like that, I haven't seen him for a long time and I may still be surprised...
Anyway I will forget when I am distracted...

//After a while//

Why do I feel this way? I know some psychology but I still can't understand the feelings or emotions of humans too much, do they feel that way when they are really overwhelmed?
* Ahg * if so, surely it's horrible.
I don't know why I feel this way, it's strange, but there may be a small possibility that... no, that's impossible... it hasn't happened in centuries, does it have to be right now..?

- SCP-035 narrates -
A few days have passed since I went to cell 049 and for some reason I noticed him somewhat nervous, it is something strange about him since he is always serious and the few times he is happy is when he discovers something new or hears one of my jokes , but I've never seen it like this, is it normal after spending so much time focused on something? Maybe and maybe not, it will surely pass when you relax a bit.

(sigh) It's so boring to be here doing nothing, not even so many people pass by, they all say that being ten meters from me they feel a headache. To tell the truth, I don't care but nothing interesting happens around here. I wish the doc was here, even just to chat for a while while he does his job. Now that I think about it, does what they say about me really affects everyone? I don't think so but it may be a reason why he was like this ... but if it were true, he would have kicked me out, haha...
I'd better discard that ...

Truth be told, that escape worked out really well for me. I'll do it again when things calm down and surprise him with... a "gift"?
That is something that humans consider a good deed and it makes them happy.
In that case, I'll give him one of those to keep him happy, but what can I give to him? I have no idea what I can give him if I don't even know he might like it or if I can get it... I think it's going to be difficult but it will be worth it. Uhhh... maybe a new book for your notes? Or maybe something to do with medicine?