The Broken Soldier

You barely slept that night, you stayed up making sure Bucky's room would be perfect in the morning. After his room was finished, you moved to walking around the tower. You came to the gym, which was empty, and you walked in.

You wasn't wearing any gym clothes but you had suitable clothes to work out in. You started with some cardio on the treadmills for 30 minutes before moving to the punching bags. You imagined Loki's face and your mothers and everyone you had grew up with: the people who trained you to be a killing machine.

All of your bottled up feelings and anger was released into the sand filled bag. You kicked, you punched, you done everything the bag would allow. With a final kick, the bag crashed onto the floor with a bang - which was bound to wake someone up but you didn't stop.

You saw the silver blades call out to you, you walked over and examine the daggers and knives before swiftly throwing them onto the target: each one hitting the bullseye. You enjoyed throwing knives and even boxing once in a while, after all, that's all you grew up with.

Your knuckles were bruised from punching without wraps but it weirdly made you happy, almost like you could do anything. You was brought back by Visions voice.

"Y/N.. what are you doing in here? In your pyjamas at 2 o'clock in the morning?" Vision questioned, floating towards you.

"I...needed a distraction," you say slightly out of breathe.

"I advise you to sleep before anyone wakes up," he says, placing a hand on your lower back.

"I need to clean that mess," you gesture to the spilled bag across the gym which causes a deep chuckle to slip from Vision.

"You can do it tomorrow," he sighs guiding you out of gym and back up to your bedroom.

"How's Wanda doing, with the pregnancy?" You ask as you ride the elevator.

"She's fine, the pregnancy itself is moving at a faster pace, due to her powers," he shakes his head with a deep sigh.

"How'd you mean?"

"She's supposed to be 3 almost 4 months but because of the power in her, she's 6 close to 7 months," he explains. You stand in shock, you had no idea her powers could do that.

"Is there a solution? Couldn't her power be put on hold or stopped or-"

Vision cuts you off, "Transferred? Bruce told us it's possible, but that person would be risking their future of having a family and we don't know if the other person would survive."

"What are the chances? Of not surviving," you questioned further and Vision still hasn't caught on.

"According to Banner, about 80/20." He stated.

"80 percent being..."

"Not surviving, ever since she got her powers, they have become stronger and everyday she carries the baby, they become stronger," the elevator opens and he walks out alongside you. "Goodnight Y/N. Sleep well," Vision waves as he walks through the floor and into his room with Wanda.

You, however, go up to the labs where Tony would most likely be and maybe Banner. You walk into the room to see Banner and Tony arguing, but it all stops when their eyes stop on you.

"Could you spare a moment?" You ask, inviting yourself into the lab and taking a seat on the work space.

"What's this about?" Tony asks, looking annoyed.

"Wanda and her pow-"

Tony and Bruce interrupt you, "No."

"Y/N do you realise the risk that you would be taking and it's not just you involved, it's Bucky." Bruce adds, you forgot about how Bucky would feel about it all.