Repulsive (book 2) [BNHA Reader Insert]

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She sighed, twirling it around her fingers as she laid back down on the grass. She closed her eyes, exhaling from her nose and inhaling the flowery scent from around her. She was conflicted.

"So have you made your decision?"

Opening her eyes she turned her head to see Tamashi sitting next to her, looking down at her. (Y/n) looked back at the bright baby blue sky that was filled with slow white clouds that were slowly moving around.

"I..... I don't know..." she whispered as Tamashi leaned on his hands on the grass field.

"What do you not know?" He asked.

She bit the inside of her cheek, slowly letting go of the flower and it blew away in the wind. "I... I really like it here..." she spoke, "For the first time in forever... I feel at peace. I feel happy..... I feel... safe."

Tamashi rose an eyebrow as he looked at the girl next to him, "So you want to die?"

"But that's the problem..." she whispered, pushing herself up from the ground as she sat up, "If I die... will everyone be okay? Is it selfish of me to want to stay here?"

Tamashi sighed, lifting himself from off the ground, "So what do you truly desire? The own happiness or the happiness of others?"

"I...." she looked back down at the ground, the flowers flowed gently, brushing up against her leg, a few petals were picked up by the wind as they swirled around her, "I don't know...."

She felt a hand find it's way to her chin, forcing her to look up at piercing strawberry pink eyes. Her own (e/c) eyes widening as Tamashi held her chin in place, making her look up at him.

"You do know." He said, "You just don't know if it's the right choice."

"I-....." she looked straight into his strawberry pink eyes, widening at the thought of Eri.

Strawberries.

"So. (L/n) (y/n)." He held her chin in place as he leaned down closer.