EXIT PROHIBITED

Just like the previous night, this night was also hard for me. Kruti slept on the floor on her mattress. I was changing my side from here to there. Darkness was spread into the room. It was raining with thunderstorms. I can't bear even the sound of silence. That's why I got a severe headache. Thunderstorms and heavy rain caused the shadow inkling. Scary thoughts were coming into my mind. I cover my face with the blanket. I feel relieved from those scary thoughts just for that moment. I fall asleep by using some sleeping strategies.

While I was in deep sleep my heart started pounding fast and I was suddenly scared. I was lying like a lifeless. Cruel drops of rain were pouring down on my wounded body. I know that I'm lying on the bed but I felt like I'm on the bed of the blossoms of Gul mohar with black soil mud. The mud was flying over my body because of the raindrops. I knew everything. With the scent of wet soil, my stomach ache, wounds on my head; I can fill everything. I was lying helplessly. I want to wake up from there but I can't. Probably, this was a similar feeling while dying. I was almost dying in that really like a nightmare but someone again pulled my leg and I moved down from my pillow. I quickly open my eyes to get rid of that nightmare. There was only an empty chair beside my bed. I moved my hand to check my helplessness. No, I was no more helpless. I wasn't lying in black mud. There was not a flower bed of Gul mohar. Cruel raindrops! It's not even raining. I'm still in my bed. Alive. Watching that spinning fan. I quickly put my head on that pillow. By changing my side, I gazed to that wall. It might be dawn. That's why I checked my phone. It was 3.35 a.m. dawn is not yet. By making my mind peace I tried to sleep. At that time, I don't have any idea that from now all of my nights are just like this sleepless nightmare. Now I dislike those nights.

My leg was painful when I woke up in the morning. Kruti was still asleep. I woke up and get ready for college. Today I have to do some of my works. While entering the university I saw Mayur and his friends. I smiled as soon as I saw him. But he ignored me. I gazed ground because of this unintentional insult.

The class were started. I sat near the window. I was present physically in class and mentally outside the window. The atmosphere outside was chilled and green. It looks alluring. While classes going on, I saw a boy bunking a class and running quietly outside. "Shoo! Come quietly, otherwise, someone will catch us.

"He said while gesturing to someone. Again, that beautiful girl, Saavi ran away by holding his hand. I again saw that girl. She laughed and jump from the University wall. She is Saavi.

'Raksha!' Teacher called my name. My attention moved to her. "What are you doing? Do you want to go outside?" She yelled. I nodded negatively by thinking about what to answer. I bowed my neck in the feeling of ashamed. The whole class again carefully attending to the lecture. I watched outside by thinking about Saavi. I noticed a boy in the next window who is staring at me. I saw him. He is Mayur. He waved. I smiled at him. At that time, I forget about her.

My practical was cancelled, so I left my friends in their classroom and went home. I was walking 1 km alone through that beautiful mountainous area. By enjoying nature. "Shook... shook... shook..." I heard someone calling me behind my back. I had learned the lessons for ignoring such voices.

" Shook... shook... shook..." came again. I ignored it.

"Oh Ho! Saavi" But now I heard the voice of a boy. I turned back. The Mayur was walking behind me on the alone road. He showed his hand and smiled.

"Hi. Isn't that your name?" He asked.

"Hi. No, I'm not Saavi." I said as walking beside him.

"I'm Mayur. We live in the house in front of yours window." He spoke.

"I am Raksha. Yeah! I have seen you 2,3 ​​times."

"Yes." He answered and started walking quietly. I remember very well that he had seen Saavi running away from the university today. Taking her name means he must know her. I asked him.