Spirit Of The Woods

i decided to give up on my plan and just go to bed,ace was still beside me,i went to sleep and put ace to sleep as well.

i woke up in the middle of the night and i started thinking about precious people that miss me right now,my parents.

how are they feeling,i've been gone for a month now,they probably think i'm dead,or that i may never come back,what about isacc,isacc was so nice and wholesome to me,unlike emily,isacc probably misses me,i wish to be back to mommy and daddy soon.

i went back to sleep again,i slept really well that night,probably because i cried myself to sleep.

i woke up the next morning along with ace,today we didn't have much to do,so i decided to take ace on a long walk.

i trust ace with following me,he is really loyal,christian wishes he was ace,oh,and i'm still thinking of my revenge on christian.

"hello there,gloria" miss taylor came up from behind me scaring me a little.

"hello,miss taylor,you scared me there"

"oh,i'm sorry,what are you doing?"

"i'm walking ace"

"oh,the orbon,you found him?"

"yes,i did,and i really like him"

we just continued chatting,we talked for a decent time and then she told me this.

"gloria,tomorrow after breakfast we have a very important meeting,and everyone has to be there"

"understood,miss taylor"

"good"

she walked away as i continued my walk with ace who was running around like crazy,he seemed really happy,and that made me happy.

i wonder what the meeting is about,i still feel very suspicious about the fact that they might be plotting on me,but i decided to stop overthinking it,it's going to make things way worse for me.

i looked at ace and started to think to myself,i never want to lost this beautiful little friend of mine,and i don't want him to lose me,but the sad thing is,we always lose our loved ones,it's either they lose us,or we lose them.

this thought had also made me think about sage and xanthippe,what if i die,how would they feel?

if one of them died,sage or xanthippe,i would be very devastated,these two girls are my bestfriends,i can't lose them,they always help me through the toughest times,they're always there for me,and i'm always there for them,we're meant to be friends and i know it,and i hope we stay friends.

i think i just have a big fear of losing someone i love,and when i die how will my loved ones feel.

i took ace out for a really long walk,i thought maybe it's time i head back to the dorm,so i did,i grabbed ace and took off.

i arrived at the dorm,i took a shower and put on some comfortable clothes,and then i laid in bed,i miss sage and xanthippe so much,i hope miss marylin will be able to bring me back.