A girl who is more confident in her singing skills than her looks and having a strong desire to become the k-pop idol.
And she know..to earn that tag she needs to work her ass off and compete with many talents out there.
And when she succeed in fir...
It's not that I despise him it's just that I am struggling with something all these days but didn't know the exact reason, It felt like the whole world abandoned me alone with my thoughts which are so terrifying to leave me alone.
sometimes, misery comes from the same person that brought you happiness and you will always be left with confusion whether you should hate that person or just let it go cause he made you happy sometimes.
I never wanted him to see me cry cause when I'm sad, I am vulnerable, I almost showed him that I am happy that I saw him again.
Life can be sunshine, of course, on peaceful days I guess I am going to have that today Or maybe tomorrow.
I am going to ditch Eun Ae and yoori.
I am going to my old place where yoori and I used to stay I can rest and do whatever I want there.
I am not gonna do everything I want. I am just gonna jack around and kick back.
That's it.
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When I made up my mind to go, It was already five in the morning.
So I slowly sneaked into my room to get a dress and a bag.
I saw Namjoon ssi peacefully sleeping in my bed so I tried not to make any noise.
I slowly opened the closet trying to grab some clothes, but What if he wakes up? what am I gonna tell him?
"Good Morning! I heard a faint voice behind me, and you know who it might be."
"Umm... Good morning. I said still looking for the clothes."
"Are you going somewhere? Namjoon ssi asked me."
"I nodded and said Yes in response. Namjoon ssi Did you sleep well here? also, Yoori and Eun Ae haven't come back yet can You please wake them I asked him and told him all at once."
"OK, I can understand you just want me to get out of your house more precisely your room, I get it my behavior was not acceptable last time when I am here. I will go wake them up. Namjoon ssi Assured."
"No, It's not that I stuttered a bit."
"You Know I felt like dying a thousand times that morning If denied my inner cry for kissing you I might have gone into the vaults of my brain, so I am sorry It's my mistake and I take responsibility in whichever way possible but one thing, I haven't regretted it. Namjoon ssi explained."
Well, I couldn't respond to that so I kept quiet.
"Okay, then I will go back and wake them up, Bye. Namjoon ssi said."
No it's still early take your time to wake them up. Bye, I Mumbled.
He gave a little smile rubbing my head which was unexpected and caught me off guard. But he just jumped from my balcony to his, which made me angry and worried in the next moment.
