Somewhere

Caught between ideas

Yin and Yang

Fire and Ice

To be important to one of them would be my dream

To fall into the fantasy

A skewed vision of reality

I have eyes that see

Two opposing forces

Angel and Devil

Pulling me down

Telling me that I cannot live in Heaven or Hell

Eternal limbo

How can one let go of everything they know?

To surrender to settling down

Be happy in what they don't have

I wish I had that kind of blind faith

To trust you would do me good

I don't want you to leave

I don't want you to go

Your world is so familiar

You feel like home 

Yet, I don't know where I'm going 

My heart is under siege

Maybe I'm not the girl I thought I was

If I'm not

Where will I go

Is it time to face the world alone?

To travel and cross continents 

To journey wide and around the world

Hoping to forget your face 

Asserting some dominance over my mistakes

The repressed feelings within my wake?

Someone said that is what is wrong about you Aries

Your laugh is gay 

Your smile is sweet

You are full of youth

Yet I feel inadequate 

It isn't your fault 

You didn't do anything wrong

In the end, you did all the things right

I'm just so messed up 

Surprised that anyone can like me

I'm kind of in shock 

Loving two people isn't right

Or is it?

Maybe I just need time to think

To mull over and think about who I love

Hope that there is some silver lining 

Or a way out to these feelings 

Maybe I should just move on