Senseless | Hawks x Reader (Keigo Takami)

Being in a situation where you were intimate with someone other than Hawks, made you realize just how much you wanted to be with him. The need to be with him was so strong, you felt like you would burst at any moment unless you were next to him right away.

As you left the house with Yugen and Dabi and stepped into the cab, you texted Hawks to tell him that you needed to talk to him as soon as you got home. But the thought terrified you. How is he going to take this? It wasn't exactly like I had control over my own mind, but somehow it still feels like I was cheating on him. Would he feel the same way and resent me?

Your nerves got even worse as you pulled up to his house. By the time you opened the door, you were practically jumping out of your skin.

You saw Hawks sitting the the chair that faced the door, staring at you as you walked in, almost as if he chose that spot just so he could see you as you entered. As you saw him smile up at you, you felt your body automatically relax a bit.

"How was your first undercover mission?" he asked, strolling over to you.

"I can say that I never want to do another mission ever again," you answered honestly.

"Oh?" He raised his eyebrow. "Does this have anything to do with the text you sent saying that you wanted to talk to me as soon as you got home?"

"Yeah," you answered, now feeling nervous again because you needed to explain the situation. "I hope that you aren't mad about what happened."

"Do you think I will be mad?"

"I don't know."

"What makes you think that you will make me mad, dove? You're my future wife."

You started to slowly explain the situation to him, afraid of what he would think. You explained it all, starting with Yugen's quirk, Memory Shift, and how he made you completely forget that you were in a relationship with Hawks. How Yugen somehow made you believe that you were in a relationship with him and Dabi. How he seemed to live in the grey area of hero work and you were still confused on which side he was on. You didn't however tell him Yugen's feelings towards you. You then continued, explaining that you kissed both of them and were drawn to them until you saw the ring on your finger that Hawks gave you. The whole time you were explaining, his face stayed neutral, making you worry because you couldn't tell what he was thinking.

"So you had no control over anything you were feeling until you saw the ring and that's what broke you away from his quirk?"

"Yeah. Yugen said I'm the first person that ever broke free from his quirk."

"How did the ring make you break out of it?"

"It just made me think of you."

"So I'm the reason you were able to stop his quirk?"

"I think so, yes."

"Are you that deeply in love with me?"

"Yes," you answered with no hesitation.

"I'm even more in love with you. No one will ever come between us. I promise."

The statement made you want him more. Nothing else mattered at that moment except your future with him. Moments before you were so scared he wasn't going to accept what had happened, but now he knew that he was the only thing that could break the spell you were under. And he accepted you fully and with understanding. You were destined for him.

"Where did they touch you?" Hawks said in such a way it almost sounded like a command.

"Umm," you stammered. "A few places I guess. Mainly kissing."

"So here?" he said, before kissing you deeply on your lips. His tongue explored with a passion that made it seem like he was trying to erase any memory of any other kiss you had ever had. "Where else?"

"He kissed my neck," you answered truthfully.

Hawks, instantly zoomed in on your neck, licking and sucking every spot, trying to cover up any place that was touched by someone else.

"Anywhere else?"

"He touched my breast." you said, after seeing Hawks soured expression you added, "With his hand though."

Hawks brought you over to the couch and stripped your bra off amd the top part of your dress off, taking your breast and nipple into his mouth and causing a gasp to escape your lips. He worked his tongue for a minute before coming up. "Where else?"

"That's all."

"So they didnt touch you here?" He asked, now centering himself between your legs. He looked up at you as he pulled the hem of your short dress up, and the top of your underwear down.

"No," you answered, "they didn't touch me there."

"I don't want anyone to ever touch my dove here. You are only mine."

His tongue came out slowly, first lapping gently at your clit before circling it lightly. You started to squirm, unable to to contain yourself.

"Stop squirming. I want to make sure you feel all of this."

You did your best to hold still, but it was nearly impossible as he started to bury his face into you and press up against you harder. His fingers crept up in between your legs, first rubbing lightly up and down your lips before entering inside of you, pumping and curling in such a way that it was driving you mad and causing your hips you move uncontrollably.

"Keigo," you pleaded with him. "I'm going to cum."

"Not yet," he said, "I need to be inside of you. I want to make sure your body only knows my touch and no one else's."

"Then put it in."

He wasted no time, stripping his clothes off quickly and showing you that he was at full attention for you. You looked down and saw the veins bulging in anticipation as precum leaked out and down the length of his long, pink shaft. He lined himself up with your entrance, which was now leaking juices, before pressing into you slowly. You felt yourself form around him as he inched in, feeling extra tight.

"You are so fucking hot and tight, y/n. I want to cum already because you feel so amazing."

He started to pump in and out of you slowly at first, arching his hips to get deeper. His moans and grunts filled the air as you heard the wet sounds coming from your bodies slapping together. As he picked up speed, he shifted your legs together to reach in inner most spots in you, ramming into your sweet spot over and over again until you felt yourself nearing climax. You bit down on you lip, trying to contain the sounds that begged to escape.

"Dont hold them in, y/n. I need to hear your pretty sounds."

Your stiffled moans then turned into wails as soon as you felt the waves of pleasure take over your body. Your walls started to convulse around him and his wings flew outward and lifted you both up slightly as he buried himself deep within you and let his thick, warm load out inside of you.

As you both came down from your high, literally, he laid on his back and you snuggled into his bare arms, listening to the beating of his heart in his chest.

"Hearing how I could have lost you so easily tonight made me realize that I want you to be mine forever. I want to plant my seed in you. I will die without you in my life, so please don't ever put yourself in harm's way ever again."