'Di Mabatid

3:00 PM

Sachi:
Thank you so much, Al! 🥺💛
I'm happy na nagustuhan mo concert

Alesso:
Yeah it was great, really :)
You just woke up?

Sachi:
Yup
Ngayon na lang ulit ata ako nakatulog ng mahaba
Grabe

Alesso:
Well, it was worth it after all, right?

Sachi:
Super!
Kahit pagod, ang fulfilling naman sa feeling ❤

Alesso:
I'm happy you're happy with what you're doing! ☺

1:16 AM

Alesso:
The song was meant for him, right?

Sachi:
Haha
Kanino pa ba?
Wala naman ng iba

Alesso:
You still love him?

Sachi:
I don't think I'll ever stop loving him

Alesso:
He's a great guy
I can't blame you :)

Sachi:
He was there last night
I saw him

Alesso:
He came

Sachi:
It was the first time that I saw him
again after almost two years
Alam mo yun?
Nakakatawa kasi akala ko okay na ako
Akala ko wala na talaga
Akala ko tapos na ako
Pero nung nakita ko siya
Ang sakit pa rin
Sobra
Kasi akala ko talaga kami
Akala ko talaga siya na
Akala ko hanggang dulo kami
Puro akala

Alesso:
It's okay to still hurt
Moving on is a process

Sachi:
But why do I feel like I'm forever stuck in the process?

Alesso:
Because you still don't know what to do
Hindi mo pa mabatid kung saan ka magsisimula
And that's okay
Even if you feel that it's been so long
It feels like you're forever stuck in the process
But you're not
As long the Earth keeps on orbiting
Life keeps on moving

Sachi:
What if I said yes?
What if I stayed with him?
What if I waited for him to find a way?
Do you think I'll be happy now?

Alesso:
Yes...
No...
Maybe...
But I know one thing, Sachi...

Sachi:
What do you know?

Alesso:
If you stayed with him
I wouldn't be happy now

Sachi:
What are you saying?

Alesso:
You make me happy, Sachi.
I thought at first it was because you're a genuine person
You're a kind person
You're outgoing
You're fun to be with
But it's been two years
And we don't even see each other always
And the times we spent apart
All I do is keep on missing you
I started realizing that my feelings for you is real
And I see you more than just a friend

Sachi:
Al

Alesso:
This is me confessing to you, Sachi.
You don't have to like me back
I just wanted you to know that if you stayed with him, I wouldn't have been close with you
We wouldn't have those memories
Those late night trips that made me happy
Your songs that made me feel better
Your smiles that made my heart flutter
And maybe it sounds selfish because I was happy that you didn't stay with him. I was happy that you got hurt.
Very selfish, right? But if all of that didn't happen, I wouldn't have known that you were such an amazing person.

Sachi:
Maybe you just liked me because like Barcelona I was the one who was there for you during your most vulnerable time, Alesso.

Alesso:
And I guess that's what sucks the most about being depressed, right?
People would always think that you fall for a person because she was there for you when you needed saving
But can't I just love you because I'm happy?
Because I feel happy? I feel in love whenever I'm with you?
Can't it just be that?
Why is it that my feelings get invalidated just because I was sad at that time?

Sachi:
I'm not invalidating your feelings, Alesso
Pero sa mga araw na pinagsamahan natin
Iba naman yung mahal mo, di ba?
You said it yourself before
She's the thing that kept you going
You never even had your closure
Kaya bakit ako bigla?

Alesso:
You know what's funny?
Because that's the same question she asked me when I told her I had feelings for her.
Why do you need an answer for everything?
I like you, Sachi. No questions.
I'm sure about my feelings
I'm sure about what I feel for you

Sachi:
Because unanswered questions creates lies and secrets
Lies that break relationships in the end

Alesso:
I'm not like him

Sachi:
I know
But I'm done falling for too good to be true guys

Alesso:
Can't you at least take a chance on me?

Sachi:
It feels like I don't deserve someone like you
Because we're both broken people, Alesso
We can never fix each other with our broken parts
We'll just end up hurting each other more
I'm sorry
I can't...

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