I Never Stopped (TakaMori x Fem reader)

"No, I never really have anyone by now, I like being alone"

'There gotta be someone you went in a relationship with'

"Well yeah, but I don't wanna talk about that"

'Come on tell us'
'I hope it's a girl'
'Maybe the TakaMori?'
'[Yt/n]-san, Calli-chan said she likes you'
'Kiara said she kinda like you [Y/n]-chan what are your thoughts'
'Do you also like the TakaMori?'

"Do I also like the TakaMori? I mean, yeah, they're a perfect couple, they're made for each other"

"As for my thoughts about them liking me, I guess, that's fine considering they are my Kōhai"

"DIE ZOMBIE, HOLY SH*T THERE'S A LOT OF CREEPERS HERE"

"Dayum, they just killed each other"

"SeijunMei, thanks for the superchat"

"Happy Birthday to you too de- I am not saying some deeznut jokes"

"Welp, I'm gonna end the stream here, cya"

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[2nd POV]

As the vtuber ends the stream you look at yourself in the reflection of the screen, seeing your tired face, thinking if she could still hide the secret you have been holding for the past years. You frowned and shooked your head, "*sigh* this is stupid, I can't even date anyone because of my stupid homophobic bitch of an auntie" you said turning off your computer and mic and lying on your bed, 

You looked at her phone and looked at the pictures you have never deleted, two pictures that you regretted, and causes that you could've prevented. 'If I wasn't such a coward none of this could've happened' you thought to herself and tightened the grip on her phone. 

'Alright [Y/n], I think that's enough cowering now, you have to tell mom what happened' you said to yourself as you dialed your mother, 'Maybe one day I can ask for their forgiveness'  she thought as she waited for her mother to answer.  

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"Hey Mom"

"Hey sweetie, anything wrong?"

"Remember when me and _____ broke up?"

"Yeah, why?"

"Mom, whatever I'm about to say, I want you to not freak out okay?"

"Honey? Is there something wrong?"

"Ok Mom, the trust is, I didn't lose my feelings for her nor did she ever do something to me"

"Eh? Then what happened? You two were so sweet and happy"

"It was Aunt Maria, she threatened me, I didn't have a choice"

"Punyetang babae talaga yun, did you ever manage to tell anyone about this?"
(Transition: Damn that woman)

"Um, I told Coco"

"Oh honey, if this ever happens again, I want you to record whatever she has to say and go straight to me okay?"

"Oh um... ok"

"Thank you for telling me sweetie, I knew there was something wrong with her all the time"

"What do you mean?"

"Police from her hometown are looking for her"

"Oh, I see, well, I got to go now, cause I need to rest"

"Sure sweetie, bye!"

"Bye Mom"

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A sigh left [Y/n]'s mouth as she was going through her phone, seeing Calli and Kiara having a collab,  she smiled slightly but was still sad because who knows why. Every time she saw them happy, there was something in her she didn't want to feel yet she still felt it.

Going through Twitter, and seeing some fanarts of her liking it, it took her a lot of time to think, so she decided to post something.

[Yt/n]
@[Yt/n]hololivejp

Who do you think I should collab with?🤔