~Lucky Charmer~ [Tubbo x Reader]

I woke up in my bed, so I assumed Toby must have moved me overnight. Oh well I guess I shouldn't complain. I sat up and stretched out my body, pushing my hair behind my ears before checking my phone that sat on the nightstand.

Looking at all the notifications I had I was starstruck.

1000+ new messages

Quickly unlocking my phone with my password, I checked Twitter to see what was up. I only really had Kaya, Kaityln, Hannah and Maya and a couple of other people following me. But now....

I had 100,000 followers overnight.

What even happened? How'd I get this many followers overnight? Was it something that I did? Was it- my thoughts cut off.

Was it Toby's stream?

Looking at the names of all the people who had followed me, my suspicion of it being Toby's stream was right, as the names related to some of the members of the dreamsmp it appeared.

FoolishCherry_ has just started following you
Dream_waswaswas_taken has just started following you
Lovely_.Innit has just started following you
Stormboo has just started following you
Puppetblade has just started following you
georegnot_found has just started following you

The list kept going of dreamsmp inspired names. I'll admit some of them were really creative, but my personally favorite will forever be

s11111111111xman123 has just started following you

These people get a lot of hate from the dumb sunshits but I can't understand why. A lot of dms I got were really positive, supportive messages. Although I did get a few hate messages and I shrugged it off until I got more and more.

"you ruined tubbos stream"
"go away honestly like your so boring"
"why are you there no one cares about you"
"she couldn't be spending time with them"
"tubbo was better off without you"
"go die"
"just kys"
"die die die die die"
"can't watch tubbo with this annoying ass girl like you on his stream"

I stopped after I got 6 more death threats. I didn't really feel good after reading all of those, so I closed Twitter and climbed out of bed, my posture a bit slouched over. I was upset, I'll admit but I'll try to stay positive throughout the day.

When I got to the kitchen, I saw that Toby, my mom, me Teagen were all there.

"Good morning Y/N" my mom expressed while pouring out some apple juice for Toby.

I sat down at the table, in between Toby and Teagen.

"Wheres Lani and Taniya?" I asked.

"They went shopping for some groceries. I was going to head out after I make you guys some breakfast" my mom explained.

I nodded then continued to watch my mom make us waffles. After she was done, I ate mine slower than usual. Not only did I get death threats, I got messages about my weight and how I looked.

"Are you gonna finish that?" Toby asked, with his fork still grasped in his hand.

I shook my head, then slide the plate over to him. There wasn't much food left, but I figured he was hungry. He ate the rest of my waffle, then looked at me.

His green eyes stopped then started studying my face, almost like there were multiple imperfections about me. The green in his eyes were dazzling, like a whole forest of trees in the middle of spring.

He lifted my chin up using just his thumb. He then grabbed my cheek and inched a bit closer to me

IS HE GONNA KISS ME???

My thoughts were running wild until they got interrupted...by Toby

"Okay what's wrong, you have literal bags under your eyes and I know for a fact you sleep"

Oh...well okay.

"Nope yeah I'm fine!" I lied to him. I didn't know if telling him the truth would do anything for me.

"Your lying and I can tell" He said letting go of my face.

He got out of his seat and started walking away.

"I'll figure out what's wrong"

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I couldn't look through my dms any longer, in fact it was causing me so much pain to my mental health to the point where I started to question.

Was I really worth it?

It's just my luck of course. This couldn't have happened to anyone on the world. This had to happen to me at this time and place.

I read one last dm, hoping it would be nice.

It wasn't.

That was my breaking point, I grabbed my shoes and a sweatshirt and quietly, ran out of the house.

Was I really about to do this?

Climbing up the water tower was scary, and looking down was something else. I'm usually okay with hieghts, but now, I just felt like the adrenaline rush was causing me to slip.

In result to this, I did almost slip of the ladder a couple of times, but when I got to the top, there was already someone else there.

I was shocked on who I saw up there. There's no reason they should be up here, why are they up here, what reason, why-

"Y-Y/N?"

Erik turned his head around. There were tears streaming from his eyes, and he was close to the ledge, almost like he was going to....

jump.

"Erik what are you going up here?!" I shouted at him.

Tears still streaming down his face he ran over to me and gave me a hug. His arms warraped around me almost like he needed me. Someone who was my enemy, was now having a breakdown at the top of a water tower, hugging me like I was gonna be the last person he would ever hug.

His voice shaky, he attempted to speak,

"Th-They said they d-d-dont need me!" he sobbed.

"Who said?"

"Sam and Jess-Jessica"

He tucked his head into the crook of my neck, and he slowly started sliding to his knees, in which I helped him so he wouldn't shake this thing when he hit the wood.

I rubbed his back, and drew shapes on it. Just like what Toby did with me.

"If I may ask, is there any other reason your up here" I asked with a soft tone in my voice, trying to keep Erik calm.

"My family doesn't need me. They call me a mistake of a son, and say I act like a girl" he managed to say.

He sighed then spoke out again.

"Y/N?"

"Yeah?"

"I don't wanna be a boy anymore"

I was shocked by this. Erik, a hot jock, who still managed to get straight A's. Even though he played football, did track, rugby and basketball. However, for him, I couldn't have been happier.

"I'll support you all the way through it"

He started to stand up, making his way to the ladder down, then turned around.

"Thank you. And please....call me Aspen"

I just nodded, as she made her way down the water tower.

I looked out into the sunset. I've always had a things for sunsets. Their pretty, and they aren't judged about any imperfections. It's hard to describe the feeling.

Sometimes beauty comes in forms undescribable.