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"Hey.. Ame... Do you think they care about me...?" Ame looked at him and saw the sadness in his eyes but still smiling.

"of course, Phil! why won't they? Plus... if you want to talk about it, I'm here!" he hugged him, Phil could feel his warmth.

"Ame... I'm tired..... I just wanna forget everything.... I just want to stop ignoring me.... But i just can't..." Tears we're falling down on his cheeks, Ame understand him... He wants to help him... But How?

"Phil, What did i told you? Don't let negative things consume you. It's just making everything worse. Plus! Me and Russia are here! just tell us!" He said.

'even if i tell you... you won't understand it.' he said in his thoughts, both of them stayed liked this. In public everyone knows Ame 'hates' Phil but... In Truth. He doesn't actually, It was all just a play. No one noticed, America is always Beside Phil in private, comforting him. 

"Phil... Are you really sure about this??"

"Yes. I'm Tired, Ame.... I just wanna Forget about everything."

"What... About me?" Phil looked at Him and smiled.

"You can visit me in private... but don't let the others know."

"Okay...."

"I love you, Kuya"

"I love you too... Lil' Bro"

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' I miss you, Phil. ' his eyes gaze at the Night sky, it's been a month since the Phil had amnesia.... He misses his little brother. The one who would always laugh at his jokes. the one who would always mess around his apartment went visiting him... He misses everything. the hugs, the comforts, the stories, everything.

"i guess i could visit him tomorrow..." he mumbled, he'll visit his brother despite he knows that Phil's 'friends' won't let him see his brother. ' i'll just strike when no one is around him... ' he thought before sitting back. ' Why did you even do this... ? ' tears starts to form in his eyes, only Asean knows about what has been Phil doing before the accident. 

he hesitate in telling but.... its for his brother's sake. despite he hated that idea, he can't stop him, even if he wants to. there's no way Phil will change his mind.... even if he can.... He'll regret it in the end. but what can you say? that's what he choose. he choose that path. A path of no return.

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"How is he, Mr. WHO?" Vietnam asked, worried for his friend.

"he's fine now, Viet. or at least... The drug that's in his body seems to be affecting his scars or cuts i say... " He said while treating the cuts on his arms. 

"have any of you noticed him cutting before the accident?" all of them shook their heads.

"I see..." 

"He doesn't tell us about his mental health. but Papa Asean knows about his mental issues, we didn't notice that his mental health was getting worse... from what i remember before the Accident. The last one he talked to was Ame.. " Indo said.

" I thought that Capitalist hates him? " Vietnam said in an irritated voice.

"Could be, but he might know something we don't." Brunei pointed out.

"True...  let's just wait outside now. " Mal said heading out of the room as others followed him leaving WHO And Phil in the room. WHO sighed heavily, despite him and Phil doesn't know each other that much, he can see the pain in the country's eyes. after he finished cleaning the wounds, he putted Bandages on it. 

the black veins in his face and arm are gone now, ' just what the hell is in that drug? ' he thought, he started looking through files about the drug, but he can't find anything about it. he sighed in defeat. He wants to ask America about the drug but... there's no way the Country would spill the beans right? 

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"Phil.... why didn't you tell me...?" Indo looked at his emotionless eyes, those eyes of his are used to be a bright shade of light blue. Now it's in a dark shade of light blue, no emotions. Phil watched the Flower's petals blown away in the wind, then he looked at Indo.

"why bother telling? Plus... it's too late now.... there's no way i'm backing out in this plan... plus... ησ σηє ¢αяєѕ... ѕσ ωнαт'ѕ тнє ρσιηт? (No one cares.... So what's the point?)" He said staring back at the field. Indo Clenched his fist and walked towards Phil and putted both of his hands on his shoulder suprising the shorter one.

" I CARE OKAY?! Phil.... I cared about you since the beginning of meeting you. You comforted Me when i was depressed. You stopped me in committing Suicide. You're always beside me every time. If no one cares, Then i will. You helped me once, I'll do the same to you. Plus! If you die in this.... I'll be loosing my mind! You're like a brother to me, Phil. Please.... Don't Do This. I'm begging you. " Indo was crying, he was scared in loosing his best friend. 

Phil pushed away his hands and looked at his eyes, " Indo. I won't die, And i know you care but.... I just can't bear with the pain anymore.... Its like eating me up! I don't wanna be like this... Plus.... Even if I forgot everything. Make sure you'll have your best moments with me because.... some things might trigger my memories until i remember them all..... then i'll be back again will my old self.... " He said smiling but also crying.

" How can you say that you won't die?! There's A possibility You'll Die!" He said but Phil just smiled at him. " Indo I'm 01001001 01101101 01101101 01101111 01110010 01110100 01100001 01101100 " 

" how? "

" That's a secret for now "

" Tell me! "

" ѕ̴͉̪̥̩͊̉͗̇̈̋̅̈́ω̶̨̯̯̞͚̤̝͕̠͉̆͂͛є̷̥͚̣̟̔̀̀̓͘є̴̢̧̯̻̠͙͂̑́͋̈́͆̂̕т̷̪͍̣̣̭̬̪̈́͂̏̏̈͋̈́̀̕ ̴͕̔̃͌̈́̈̑͆̕͝∂̵̯̭̠̦̤̲̥̺͓̗͋͌̀͒̕я̸̡̻̲͚̜͇̺̗̓̎͜є̸̛̜̼͕́͛̎̍͆̈́͠͠ἀ̵̰̼̹̞̩̥͎͕͙̰м̷̪̤͕̎͐́̓͋́̏̔͠ѕ̵̡̛͇̫̬̻͖̱͖͛̕,̷̡̟̩̋̋̽̒ ̵̨̨̩̻̩͍͈̟͂̎͛̂̚͜ι̵̝̬̥̑̄̑̓̌̿̂̂̍η̴̧̝̞̖̼̜̲͎̲͙̐̋͌̉͠∂̸̨̨̥͖͖͚͔͔̪͍̍̈́͂σ̵̝͕̀̈́̎.̷̜̣̩͈̺̩͔̠̣̩̒̑̂̏̂͊̀̒̀̈́   :) "

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DONE! Also If you know what the code means. Then don't comment it! Let the others suffer :)
anyways hope you enjoyed this!!