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after school, i cried on my way home. hot tears falling down my cheeks, as i walked as fast as i could down the streets.
aera could've been here, to comfort me but she's hanging out with riki and i didn't want to disturb her.
{Messages}
sunghoon : hey yn, jake saw you crying today after the lunch break, if it was because of me, please forgive me, i didn't mean to hurt you. i am so sorry, if you still like me that's okay, don't be embarrassed. But, I hope i did not give you hopes. I am truly sorry.
still embarrassed and hurted by his action and words, i just left him on seen.
before i knew, i fell asleep on my bed.
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my mother called me, waking me up from my deep sleep. "yn, are you crying?" she asked, as she saw my eyes getting all puffy.
"no" i lied. who would want to say "yes" when people asked the question "are you crying?".
"c'mon, just tell me, something's wrong" she said. can i tell my mom about this? will she understand ?
"it's about my crush—" i started, and before i even finish, she cut me off. "yn, don't think too much about your crush, you should focus on your studies more" she said, just as i thought.
"no, mom- you didn't even hear the whole story" i said, raising my voice a bit.
"yes, i know but i understand you, having crushes are normal, and you shouldn't get hurt easily" she said, there she is, saying she understands me.
"mom, i really want to be alone right now" i sighed covering myself with the blanket.
"okay. come downstairs, when you feel better" she said, and walked out.
