Atrocious

Song Ji hyo POV
Today is the day they went to orphanage and spent the day together . They went a walk to a park while talking about random things . Here they can enjoy their time together and they didn't need to hide their identities ,from the reporters and netizen . They planned to adopt bell , cause they wanted a family and she is sure he had the same thought just like her so she discussed it after Jong kook proposed her and he said yes . They already talked about that with the head of the orphanage and she agreed with that but they had to take the time because of the documents they need to prepare . She looked at the man beside her , she are heading to their hotel after they dropped bell to the orphanage . Jong kook and bell had this strong bond like bell and ji hyo . It felt like bell us their real daughter , well soon she will definitely become their real daughter . When they said to bell that they wanted to adopt her and they wanted her to take them as her family . She smiled at them very sweetly and hug them tightly . Now , they can become a family . She holds his hands tightly and squeezed it . Jong kook a little bit taken back from her action but then he looked at her eyes and smiled warmly . Ji hyo then block Jong kook 's way and stand infront of him . She took his hands and hold it tightly as she is afraid if this is just a dream but his soften gaze and smile seem to comfort her that it is real . After gathering her courage she took a long breath and look at into his eyes that I fell in love .

"Oppa... you remembered right the first time we met in family outing ? It is the best moment for me since I was your fan and to meet my idol is just like dream do come true . However , you really shy with me and I know you keep checking on me whethwe I am fine or not but I just ignore it . Then , jae suk oppa told me to tell you saranghae to make the show alive , and I thought my heart will burst out because it keep pounding but I manage to control my facial expression.  I am really sad tagt I can't get your phone number because I am very afraid to ask for but I make sure that when I meet you in the future , I will ask for it definitely and take all my courage to become closer to you . After a while , we meet again and I started to believe that God really heard my pray . I am really happy to see you and jae Suk oppa again but mostly because it is you ,oppa and I told myself sure that I will make friend with you this time . Running man is just like our  connection , oppa beacue of its we meet , we became friends and I fell in love with you * Ji hyo looked and caressed Jong kook 's cheek * At first , we so awkward with each other and since you are so shy and I am stick-in-mad but we become friends . When I announced my relationship with my CEO , you became distance , I don't know why so I shrug it off. You are the first person that comforted me , when you see me crying after my break up . You don't need to say anything but your presence and hug can make me forget all of my sorrow , all of my problems and all of my hurt.  It is just like the same feeling if being protected by my savior . I started to open myself to you and you did the same to me .  At that moment , I realised that I love you more than a brother -sister 's love or more than friends and scared that if I told you , you would leave and the worst part is breaking our friendship so that why I locked my feeling deepest in my heart so at least I can still be stay as your friend . We had through a lot of things together , *Ji hyo caressed Jong kook 's lips and Stare at it. * I can't believe my eyes when I saw you infront of my hotel room , I can't believe that you said you love me . All my life , I feel like I am living for other but not to myself . My time is limited , oppa . I won't be here for your for such a long time..." Jong kook put his index finger Ji hyo's lips.

"Shhhh... Ji hyo yah . You and I , we will become a happy family together , of course with bell . She will be out little princess . We will be her mama and papa . *Jong kook eyes watered * we will love her and spoile her . Don't worry , Ji hyo yah we will be always by your side not only is but your mom , dad , our running man members , all of our friends . You don't have to worry Ji hyo yah , I will fight for us . I will fight that awlful fate that God created for us . " Jong kook lean in and captured Ji hyo 's lips . Tears are running down from their eyes.  Can they be happy in the end ?

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