Super Alpha (Jikook)

To Park,

Looks like you really have more luck than brains omega as I have been here last night, but came a bit too late, seems that Jeon idiot really wanted more than just getting into your pants. Ironic, right? Anyway, guess we're even here, my dad killed your parents, your mate killed mine, so no debts left. We will never meet again.

Congrats on your mating Park.

KTH

Jimin was reading the letter unsure if to break out into laughter or sigh.

"He really has the guts to write to you?" Asked Jungkook buffed.

"Maybe he really had a secret crush on me, you never know," Jimin giggled crumbling the letter throwing it through the room. "But the good news is we never ever need to bother about him again, but let's get find those showers now or Jin will shave us bald for missing his wedding."

Both laughed intertwining their heads then running out towards the nearest shower.

The floor was cool underneath Jimin's bare feet, his hair still dripping water when the tugged the hood over his head slipping into that room where last night he has been taken to stars.
Jungkook was sitting on the couch with his head low, it seemed he was overthinking something again, his quiet sniff filling the room.

"Why is my Puppy crying?" Jimin approached slipping on the couch to cuddle to his mate.

"I have been an idiot, I have almost lost you, but it was the beast that has brought you to Taehyung," Jungkook's whole body trembled.

"I know," Jimin sighed, he has kind of understood the force inside his lover was extremely strong, but he had hoped against hope it never had been fully him.

"You know the day when my human love died he had taken control over me, using my trauma and guilt against me, so I felt angry and ashamed, unworthy," Jungkook continued clenching his fists. "So I've been hiding from everyone behind the closed gates of the villa Yoongi has invented leading endless battles with myself getting more and more addicted to that scary voice inside my head. It was just me, him and short encounters with Yoongi for years, while he was growing stronger day after day, while I was slowly disappearing. My ruts had started when I was sixteen and he wanted the most beautiful omega girls to strengthen himself on their blood, so when this insane lust was tearing inside me, I was just a mindless body, a puppet bouncing on his strings and I was doing horrible things to those women, things I don't even want to think about, but then they were staring to pass before he could even start to torture them, Yoongi had told me a very skilled dealer was providing poison for them to make them leave in less pain. That's why the beast couldn't outlive his lust so he was demanding more victims each rut, I was slowly going insane loosing myself completely and then I met you and everything changed."

Jimin's heart was now pounding in his chest and he cuddled even deeper in Jungkook.

"He was afraid, it was the first moment when I could finally feel myself back again, but he was making me remember the red moon night, that human boy, all my... his sins and why I'm not worthy to mate, how this will end with me killing my love again, so I was fighting with him, trying to be with you without mating making everything wrong and worse. You were always so strong and brave, winning against him, so for the first time in my life I had felt happy and safe. Still this poisonous voice in my head never stopped, using every moment to persuade me to leave you, to never do the one thing I wanted the most, so I had been split between my love to you and the monster inside me. I should have told you ages ago, but he was forbidding me to speak about him, the power he really had over me. He knew that the closer we are the weaker he is and if we mate it means his death, so he was determined to do everything to never make me mate you. He wanted you dead, because as long as you lived he would have always feel threatened and he exactly knew that his power is the strongest during the red moon, so he had that one opportunity to take over and win. I was just a lost boy and he was a monster that has lived his sixth life throughout thousands of years. It never justifies what I have done to you, nothing does..."

"Jungkookie."

"Please, I need you to understand," Jungkook's trembling palm squeezed his. "I was trying to do everything to stay sane that night but the moment that human had fired into you it all came back, I was so afraid, so afraid I will lose you so I locked you up in that basement. That moon was out, the garden so quiet and I was there all alone with the beast and my past. "That human has no heart," he had told me leading me into that cottage to rip that family into pieces and from that moment it was just him present in me, I thought I became him and blood lust, I don't remember anything, just you telling me things, that girl I... I killed and I was running in between a forest, my body sifting into him from time to time, he was making me go crazy, yell, tear off trees, kill everything living on the way. "You need to protect him from me, if you want him alive and there's only one family strong enough to do it," he said, and I knew, I knew he was so strong he might made me kill you if I wasn't careful enough, by any occasion, but it was ripping me open from pain, yet he was leading me, speaking through my mouth so I took you there to Taehyung, then left you there. The next weeks it was just me and him leading endless battles day by day, he always a bit stronger. On that ice desert I had faced during my rut he wanted me to kill a family of polar bears but I jumped off a cliff, deeply wounded myself, I wanted to kill him, kill me to make him stop existing. Yoongi had found me wounded and bleeding, had taken me home to treat. I hated each hour, each day, I hated myself the most. That day of the mating ceremony he was stronger than ever so satisfied he he had won, but Yoongi brought me the news about what you wanted to do. It would have ended like during the first red moon, due to him I would have killed my mate and I... I suddenly felt myself again in that fear of losing you, so no matter what he was telling he couldn't stop me from going to recuse you. Last night he wanted Taehyung to reach you first, has been doing everything to slow me down and stop me, but he couldn't stay inside me any longer as I was finally sure I want nothing but you to be save, I want no one but you as my mate. My biggest enemy has been inside me my whole life, but finally he was out there, a monster I took on and defeated, only after him dying I could be free, I could mate and it was just me coming here last night, no super alpha, no ancient monster, no beast, just me Jungkook, a boy hopelessly in love with you and than you just... put your hands on my face and asked me to... when my omega asked me to mate I couldn't do anything else than to follow that wish... I... I'm sorry you deserve a way better mate..."

"Jungkookie, shush... don't cry, I don't want any other mate and you are the best one," Jimin caressed into his alpha's hair gluing his lips to his forehead when Jungkook was sobbing into his arms.

"I'm so sorry..."

"Puppy, get yourself together. It's all over, all terrifying things are over, it will only go up from here. Ok? We are together, we're mated, we have your whole lives ahead and a nice plan to make this shitty world a little bit better," Jimin lifted Jungkook's face in his palms.

"Ok," the alpha's face puffy from crying but Jimin pecked his tears wet lips a few times. "Come, we really need to hurry, to be in time for Jin's wedding."

Jungkook nodded when Jimin used his hoodie sleeves to dry his man's face, both completely drowning in each other's eyes, so they leaned in for a quick kiss before getting up.

"You know, I like just Jungkook way better than a mythical super alpha," muttered Jimin nudging Jungkook's side and his mate's face finally lit up by a bunny smile.

Thank you so much for your brilliant support. I hope you liked the chapter. What do you think about Taehyung's letter and Jungkook explaining his side of the story. How will Jin's wedding go?

Also I really hope for Jimin to recover soon. When I had found out yesterday I was crying. We need to send him all our love and be strong for him how he has always been for us. Get well soon Jimin 💜

Much <3