~Lamhe~

Plot- Episode 66 , when Ahaan and ishqi confronted each other . She was going , but someone else's heart was aching due to her impulsive decision. He tried to stop her , tried his best to manofy her. But she wasn't ready to listen him. What will happen when at last he pour downs all his emotions in the confession ....will she stop or he will lose her forever !

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He held her hand and forcibly took her out from the room , near the staircase. Pining her to the adjacent wall ,he caged her between his arms, while she tried her level best to free herself from his hold. Both of them held numerous emotions; Anger, hate, ..love?! They hated it to admit that they still wanted a moment of theirs , to talk, to ask, to confess, to cry their heart out in each other's embrace and to love each other like anything . He looked into her eyes with the same rage while she held the eye lock matching his passion-"To tum sach me ja rahi ho?" He asked her one last time to confirm what Rhea said to him few moments back , just being desperate to hear a 'no' ,  but what she replied was enough to break his heart , his hope into pieces .

"Ji ..thank you very much!"

"Mujhe kyu thank you bol rahi?"

"aapki wajah se hi to ja rahi hu ..matlab aap aur Rhea agar mere liye naukri arrange nahi karte to ja kaise pati...Sir " She said looking directly into his eyes. No matter how much her voice was breaking down, no matter how much she hated it to be a truth , but that was the fact she knew that he wanted her to go away..away from him!

"Kisne kaha tumse ki mai jaane dena chahta hu...ha?batao?"He almost screamed making her eyes go moist.

"Aap..aapki..mangetar..Rhea....Dadi...mujhe laga aap...aap chahte hai -"

"Waah Ishqi waah..mere alawa sabne keh diya tumse ki mai dur jana chahta hu tumse aur tumne maan liya haina?" She was quite. Yes, she only knew that he wanted her to go, but it was also true that he never said to her anything like that.'Lekin Ishqi bhul mat, inhone ye bhi kaha tha tujhe ki kabhi apni shakal nahi dikhane, tujhse hamesha nafrat karenge aur tujhe tabah karenege.Bhul mat Ishqi ki inke wajah se tujhe kitni badnamiyaan sehni pari , maasi ko kitna sehna para' she thought to herself as the softness on her face turned into a forbidding smile.

"Kyu itni jaldi bhul gaye? Aapne kya kaha tha..mujhe tabah kar denge, mujhse nafrat karte hai , sab hul gaye aap ?..ha?" 

"Nahi....kuch nahi bhula mai...sab yaad hai mujhe..isiliye khud ko tumhare samne aane se rok nahi pa raha hu..tumse maafi mange bina reh nahi paa raha hu..tumhe jate hue dekh nahi pa raha hu..Kya karu mai ha?" His agitation had now completely turned into guilt , feeling that she deserved to know what is true! what he feels about her...what were the circumstances at that time...and most importantly...how sorry he is for his behaviour!

 He slowly kneeled down encircling her waist with him arms ,holding her softly and resting his head on her , while she looked at him in surprise . 'Ye kya kar rahe aap?' she tried to free herself when he slightly tightened his grip on her ."Shh...tumne to keh diya....ab meri baatein sunogi? agar tumhare paas thora waqt hai to?Mai  kehna chahta hu kuch? " 

"Ahaan uthiye..koi dekh lega to siyappa kya siyappe ke papa ji ho jayenge....please" He softly chuckled listening to her remark, sensing his Risky Ishqi again! 

"Dekhne do jisko dekhna hai! ..maafi mang raha hu..chori nahi kar raha !" She smiled at him in awe .

"Janta hu tum ye soch rahi ho ki ye tumhari language hai .....sach kahu Ishqi...Kuch bhi utna aasan  nahi tha jitna tumhe ya sabko lag raha hai.Sabko lagta hai ki tumhari zindagi barbad karne ke bad mai apni normal life jeene laga...No...tumhare jane ke bad har din tumhe bohot miss karta tha..koshish karta tha ki tum wapas mil jao...koshish karta tha .ki us raat jo kuch bhi hua, uski asal wajah tumse sun pau..meri behen ki shadi thi Ishqi..ma ke jane ke bad ek Sonu hi thi jisse mai sabse zyada pyar karta hu...sabse zyada...lekin tumhare mere life me aane ke bad mere liye relationship dynamics kitne change hue ye sirf mai janta hu...Maine keh to diya tha ki tumse hamesha nafrat karunga lekin kabhi kar hi nahi paya..har roz ye sochta tha ki kash tum mere office me aake fir ek bar meri cabin ki kaanch tor do, apni ajeeb language bolke mujhe irritate karo aur apne world ke best gobbhi ke parathe banao.Ek bar fir Sarla aunty ko ek aysa befitting reply do aur mujhse working women vs house maker pe debate karo...tumse haarna chahta tha..tumhare haste hue chehre ko ek bar dekh ke is dil ko sukoon dena chahta tha mai!"His sobs were clearly audible to her now. 

"Haan meri galti hai maine us din tumhari baat nahi suni, lekin raat bhar tumhara intezaar krke maine bhi umeed chor di thi Ishqi . Pata hai, wo din mere liye sabse khushi ka din tha. Meri Sonu ki shadi thi, mere best friend ki shadi thi aur...mai jise chahta hu wo apni family ko apne feelings se pehle rakhke apni life ka sabse bara decision lene ja rahi thi. And all of a sudden sab kuch badal gaya....dukh is baat ka nahi tha ki tumne shadi tod di...dukh is baat ka tha ki tumne mera bharosa tor diya tha. Tumhare jane ke kuch din bad hi dadi ne mera aur Rhea ka roka kar diya ye soch ke ki mai move on kar jaunga us incident se..lekin unhe kon smajhata ki tumhe yaad karna meri aadat nahi hai...aadat hoti to kabka badal leta...tumhe yaad karna to meri kismat hai Ishqi..dard mujhe bhi utna hi hua tha jitna tumhe Mayank  ke gale me jaymala daalne waqt ho raha tha...bus hamare halat ayse the ki kuch nahi paya! Muhe maaf karogi iske liye?" and before he could break down completely , he hugged him with all her might . 'oh! ho can someone not fall for such a pure soul ' was the only thing she could think with her closed eyes, tears trailing down her cheeks while caressing the back of her vulnerable man who was sobbing like anything in her arms.

"Itna miss kiya to call kyu nahi kiya? aapko pata hai in sab chizo se sabse zyada dukh mujhe aapse dur jane ka tha. Bhale us waqt haalat jo bhi the magar aapka hona mujhe pyar ka ehsaas karwata tha. Aysa lagta tha jaise han..koi aysa bhi hai Ishqi jo teri fikar karta ho! bohot miss kiya tha aapko AVM..bohot!" He slowly parted from the hug , wiped his face from the edge of her kurti and cupped her face."Suno maine jo feel kiya wo sab tumhe keh diya..kya ab is naam teen banda mean ko tumhare dil me thori si jagah mil sakti hai?"

"Abhi waqt hai AVM, abhi to sabkuch thik hua hai. Lekin han, itna zaroor kahungi ki ab aapki life time commitment ho chuki hai is Risky Ishqi se, aur haan yaad rakhna ..agar dobara rulaya na ..to ayse saste me nahi manungi mai...fir aap se kabhi baat nahi karungi mai aur han..is bar ye aapke ki emotional blackmil se bhi nahi manungi " She said cutely wiping her tears."To fir kisse manogi?" and listening to him she swiftly moved to his lap , putting her one hand around his nap while he securely caged her in his arms."Aapko pure ek hafte ki chutti leni hogi..aur mujhe ghumane le jana hoga, sarojini me shopping karwani hogi aur gulab jamun aur chole bhature khilane honge. Shah Rukh ki picture dekhni hogi aur-"

"Aur pool side pe tumhare sath pani me chhapad chappad karna hoga" And both of them laughed whole heartedly this time. It seemed that all their pain of long 7 months had now disappeared in a heartfelt moment of twenty minutes. How much they missed being each others, ho much they missed their banters how much they missed the part of themselves who completely belonged to each other! 

This time Ishqi took the initiative and was slowly moving towards him. Both of their eyes closed, ready to witness a moment of such love. Their faces were just a few centimeters apart when Ahaan's phone popped up with a notification-

Kartik-Bhai..ye gallery me khullam khulla romance karte hue mere sanskari Ahaan ne aatm hatya to nahi karli? Jaldi se apne normal selves me wapas aa jao warna Rhea ya dadi ..kisi ne bhi aapko is haalat me dekh liya na...by god old age group ko heart attack aa jana hai yaha!..also best of luck :)!

The moment they both read the message , a crimson red coat of blush covered their cheeks, while the laughter turning into embarrassment for doing such a lovey dovey thing in the gallery of staffs quater. They quickly got up to head towards Ishqi's room, both their fingers entangled into each other and eyes which carried a passion of 'We will make it through!'

//The relief to your pain is the love from the one who is the reason for your pain//

The End

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So , how was the chapter lovelies ? I hope you all liked it :)!..do drop down you reviews below and yes, if you have any other concepts in your mind ..... feel free to tell me ...I am gonna write on them! till then ..see y'all in the next chapter !! Also please bear up with the typos 'cause this is something I wrote in almost a couple of hours post midnight ! pretty busy these days ...but I promise to be regular my best this month :)!

Loads of love- Aayushi :)!