??Happy ?????????

"A bad dream"
~2001 July 4~

~5:58 am~

Warm... it feels like it's was ages ago that you felt this good warm it was warm.
"Y/n!!!"

'...'

"Y/N YOU IDIOT I SAID WE NEED TO GET UP EARLIER OTHERWISE WE ARE GONNA MISS THE FLIGHT"

I heard shouting but i couldn't care less because i felt so good 'if I knew dying feels this good I would commit way earlier'
But suddenly i felt cold.. "Y/N!"

"Wha..t? Don't you know how to let someone Rest In Peace?" It was silent for a while. "Y/n what the fuck are you talking about?" I slowly opened my eyes "wh-.... YATO?!"

I jumped up and hugged him. But sadly hugging wasn't his thing so when I tried to "attack" him he pushed me away "owwww what was that for?" I said while looking at him angrily.

He just looked at me shocked "Y/n are you on drugs?"
'Bitch what-'
"No I'm..- i just wanted to hug my big bro what's wrong with that???"
He looked at me with disgust
"Whatever just get ready we have one hour left"

with that he walked out without closing the door. "YOU LITTLE...WHOS GONNA CLOSE THE DOOR?!" He was far but i heard him saying "fuck you"

'This idiot I swear it was better without him wait...so that means I'm dead? It isn't bad at all I feel so much better now!'

"Hm well I'm happy then" i stood up from the floor and looked around 'oh this is my old room...ew why is everything so....pink whatever' with that i walked into my bathroom and looked at the mirror
"............" silent.... "AAAAAAAAAAA"

My brother ran inside my bathroom
"WHAT IS IT ARE YOU OKAY Y/N?!"
He stopped when he saw me.
"y/n..? What happened did you broke your nose or your leg oh wait stay here I'll get the aid kit" he was about to go outside.

"what nooo I'm fine , i mean nooo WHO LET ME HAVE THOSE UGLY BANGS?! My head looks like a fucking mushroom" i said while crying.

My brother turned my way again and just stared at me like 'what the actual fuck?'
"IM so uglyyyy" i whined "glad you realized it y/n now what is wrong with you? I thought you were about to die!"

"Hahahah you must be very dumb then now get out I'm changing" he scoffed at my annoying behavior "fine but don't be surprised if I leave you here accidentally and i mean it"

he said and showed me a middle finger. With that he left but this time he closed a door.

I looked at myself again in the mirror.
"Gosh I need to fix it up even a bit why would my 11 year old self do this with herselffff" i whined and started to search for the hairbrush 'wait why am i my eleven year old self ?'

I quickly looked at myself at the bathroom mirror 'HollY COW- what is the date...' i decided I'll just ask my bro later 'but for now I'll dress up or my brother's gonna kill me.'

~6:08 am~

After I brushed my teeth and took a shower i went inside my bedroom and searched for a cute outfit. 'Okay what the fuck is this shit?' I thought while picking up a glittery green shirt with and unicorn on it 'ew I'm Gonna kill myself again if this continues like this...'