Save Me; The Webtoon; Continued

Jin woke up in his bed again, the same place, the same time for the 11th time now. By now, most of us would have given up, but Jin couldn't, he couldn't see all his friends just die like that in front of him, when he could do something. He would try again, he was never going to give up.

This time I won't get distracted and go out of the plan, Jin thought to himself and got out of his bed, then he had gone down to the garage, took his car and decided to drive to Taehyung's place.

After a few minutes of driving in high tension, he realized, he didn't have any of his friends' contacts... He needed Namjoon... Again...

Would he fail again?

No! No negative thoughts Jin thought to himself.

Then Jin drove straight to the gas station, he also noticed his gas was running out it must have been like last time, maybe he'd meet JK or maybe it was just a coincidence since he was just thinking about Namjoon.

He did see JK but he ignored him, he didn't wanna get distracted again...He just drove to the Gas station and Namjoon greeted him, he hadn't seen his face yet

"Hello sir" Namjoon said.

Namjoon filled up his gas and After he was done with it, Jin finally interrupted him after thinking for a lot of time, right before Namjoon was above to tell Jin about the bill.

"Hey Namjoon, It's me Seok-Jin, Can you please give me Taehyung's number and your's too? It's urgent." Jin said quickly as he was paying for the gas hurriedly.

"Seok-Jin?!" Namjoon said, shocked, he didn't know Jin came back to Korea

Jin was getting used to this by now, so he knew exactly what to say.
"Yeah, I'm back! Can you please give your number? Taehyung's too? " Jin said
"Sure... He actually called-" Namjoon was above to say something when he was interrupted by Jin
"He called? Oh nice, Can you hurry up? " Jin said, he was now getting really annoyed and bored of this loop of time.

"Sure? " Namjoon said, really confused, he obviously had no clue of what was happening and Jin didn't have enough time to explain

Namjoon didn't ask any questions, he had just given Jin his and Tae's number and Jin just left the gas station.

Then it happen, The rude customer, the money, the fight, that customer had called the cops and Namjoon had gotten arrested.

By the time Jin realized what he forgot and got back to the Gas station, Namjoon was already in jail.

This meant only one thing... Jin had failed again.

He couldn't do this anymore, he thought to himself, the other day he said he would never give up, but this worthless trip was getting more annoying and more heart-breaking, every time he came back something worse always happens!

He was moving 1 step forward and 5 steps backward...He can't anymore, It's all a mess, Everything is a HUGE MESS.

Jin thought he would just give up, since he isn't able to do anything, no matter how hard he tried, it always ended up as a mess it would be better if he lived his life broken than try and save everything, there was no point in doing anything anymore...

Jin then thought he had to get all of this off his head, he thought he needed go to the beach, his happy place.

Once he got there, he couldn't hold back anymore, his anger, his sorrow, his pain, EVERYTHING  he started crying sorrowfully and yelled loudly.

"I CAN'T! I CAN'T ANYMORE!!!!" 

Jin just hoped he forgot everything and this was just a horrible nightmare and nothing else.

Just then the same spark as the last 11 times lit up and he came back to his bed.

'Someone must have died..." Jin thought 

He was wrong, not only one person, but 4 had died after he had given up on everything.

Yoongi died in the fire accident.

Jimin had drowned in his bathtub.

Jungkook, after he had jumped off the building.

Hoesek, after he fell off the stairs.

It didn't matter. This time Jin thought he wouldn't do anything about it, he can't do anything though he wanted to, he had given up.