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Italic: words of the letter

I opened the letter. The same as Y/n's writing. Oh sorry, it's Y/n's. Right.

The letter.

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Yo! Ok what should I start with my or dear? Lol, I don't know. Ok, I'm seriously starting now.

Ayyooo Junnie,

How are you?! UwU. I really don't know how to write a letter. Whatever. I'm being serious now.

Well, you read this letter now. Idk what the date is now. I wrote it ages ago. When you were in China. I guess you are in South Korea right now as you got this letter.

Well, I'm already dead if you're still reading it. No not joking. I'm 100% sure I'm already dead then. Funny huh!

Ok, I'll say why. But a little later. Ok, so wait till then.

I'll start with my confession for you. Lol. I'm saying this at last.

I like you. Hehe. Ok making it cringy.

I liked you. Still liking. And will like you until I'm not dead.

No fuck! I don't like you. It just slipped out of the pen. I love you hehe. #cringe

I never cared if you like me or not. Ok making it more cringy.

The first time I saw you, I fell for you even though I was very young. The young heart of mine was stolen by you. I still can't get over you! But shouldn't I had said this to you earlier but why I'm not able to tell you? I don't know. I admit it I'm a coward.

Wait, I think it's because that day you told me you like Chae.

That day to be honest I thought you were going to ask me out. So I was excited. But when you said that you like her my heart broke. I was trying so hard not to cry at your words. So I made the excuse that I remembered something and I need to go. Well, I went to the Han river to cry.

And luring Jeonghan to Chae. Bruh. I was super jealous and angry that how come that bitch just take away my Junnie. Pffttt pfftt! I shouldn't have accepted that it was me who did all of this. But I said it out because I was an honest ass kid I guess.

Yikes! I'm cringing myself while writing this. I can't even imagine how much you are cringing. Extremely sorry for making it hella cringy.

Ok, I guess it's high time for me to say what's the reason for me to die.

At first, I'll say don't say any of this shit to Jeonghan. Well, he knows that I like you but not what's coming.

His heart will be broken into pieces if he hears that. And I'm kinda sure that he might murder you if he gets to know that I'm dead.

Ok So starting the year you left I was getting sick easily. Binge Im had a 100° plus fever almost every day. Always having headaches. Low pressure. Seeing blurry after I get up from bed. All these shits You know.

So after this, I went to the doctor. It was needed. Because I couldn't bear it.

NOW you won't murder Jeonghan because he never knew that I'm sick. Why? Ok saying. The year when you left Jeonghan needed to leave for the US. And of course, I was alone. Then everything happened. And you know that I don't like to tell people that I'm sick or so so.

So even before he could return I went somewhere else thinking it'll be better. No shit. I'm not saying where. And yes I didn't tell him that I moved so Jeonghan never saw me after that.

Now you would probably wanna know how I'm soo sure that you'll get it after I'm dead. Ok saying. You know I told the people of the hospital not to hand it into Jeonghan before I die. So of course they'll listen to what I said.

And I also told them to say this to Jeonghan tp never read it. Idk If he read it -_-

Bruh the letter is huge. I had more to say but sadly the pages the nurse gave me are finished.

Yours? Or........ nevermind

Y/n

P.s: How are you?

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Both the chap and the letter lol.