Diary ??

So for the purpose of this story i'm gonna change my friends (and everyone else)'s name! also if my grammar sucks it's not bc i'm dumb i'm just treating this like a real diary! You don't really need to read this part but it's just if you want to understand a little better.
Disclaimer: i'll probably sound psychotic writing this bc i have a lot of mental health problems lolo
Friends
My main friend group is with two girls (my besties for the resties🤨😣) phoebe and allia. Me and phoebe are probs closer then we are with allia but allia and i go back further.
I'm also friends with Abby and ellie. They're popular but are rlly nice.
Ppl I don't like
beatrice, crusty #1, crusty #3,
beatrice and i used to be good friends but then i realized she was toxic. This crusty dusty no hairline megamind looking wears pjs gets her sweatshirts from bjs gorl is trying to steal my bsf from me, they're still friends but ellie tells me what they say ab me. crusty #1 is honestly just annoying. like idk lol. crusty #2 and i used to be good friends, she is a crap talking ,fake, b*tch. she said i made her cry when i told her not to bring my phone into the pool (which was cold 🙄) and calls me "yk who" like sorry what? i actually had no idea that you had the ability to think for yourself?? oh wait u dont u just got that from beatrice.
(why was this section so long?? aahh)
Family life
my dad coaches my soccer team and everyone thinks he's "so funny" but he has some disabilities which make him very up and down and it's (sometimes) gotten to a point where my mom actually thought ab divorce. I can't stand him if i'm being honest. he's also irish lol
my mom is usually nice to me but she's also very up and down, one time she screamed at me for an entire morning and (she didn't specifically say this but implied it) sl*t shamed me for wearing mascara.
but their nice kind of at least i'm not being like abused.
Crush
i don't want anybody to find these so i'm just gonna call him Him <33 but like i just started liking him and i haven't told anybody
Medical
my friends don't know all of these thing but i have (get ready) Rumination syndrome (severe), ADHD, anxiety, chronic migraine, trichotillamia
this is kind of important lolo

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Heyy!! I rlly hope you guys enjoy reading this 😋😋
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