camboy ? yoonkook

3rd pov

Yoongi woke up with a stinging pain in his neck, he brought his hand and touched his neck but stopped right away when someone yelled, "Don't touch it!". He saw Jungkook walking to him and Yoongi immediately started hyperventilating. His heart was pounding fast, his hands started trembling and his eyes were getting watery. That was the reaction his body had when he was afraid.

Yoongi wanted to tell him not to come closer but he couldn't bring any word out of his mouth, his throat hurting too much from the choke event earlier.

He started crying when Jungkook stood in front of him. The taller placed a glass filled with water onto the little table. "Don't cry, please" he said to the boy.

"I know you don't want me here anymore, but hear me out. First relax, I didn't want to make you afraid of me, please stop trembling, I'm not doing it again, trust me. So secondly, drink this glass of water, it will help to relax your throat, it may hurt a bit." He gave the glass to Yoongi, watching him drink hesitantly. His face scrunched up in pain, Jungkook made circle motions on the shorter his back.

But Yoongi flinched and moved a way from him. Jungkook nodded, he deserved this. "And thirdly, try to talk a bit, your vocal cords are a bit tense." He said and watched Yoongi.

The shorter took a deep breath and tried to say a basic sentence, "I-" he started, you could read the pain from his face. "am...Min Yoongi" he ended and started coughing. "You did well Yoongi, try to do that many times until you go to sleep tonight" Jungkook added and took his jacket.

"W-Where are you going?" Yoongi asked, unsure why he asked that. "I think you don't want me here." Jungkook wrapped his hand around the door handle, he was about to leave but stopped when he heard Yoongi crying.

"That's it? That's it Jeon Jungkook?!" Yoongi shouted through tears and ignored the stinging pain.

"What do you want me to say, Yoongi?"

"Aren't you going to fucking apologize? You're a fucking asshole, you know that?!", Yoongi was crying with no mercy, the tears didn't show any sign to stop, not that he was planning to.

Jungkook stood still in the hallway, lost in his tracks, a tear rolled down his cheek, was it the right time to tell him?

Yoongi stood up and looked at him, waiting for what he wanted to hear.

"I'm sorry for putting my dick in your mouth, when you didn't know it was me" Jungkook said but got a slap in his face in return.

"You are unbelievable! You know damn well for what you need to apologize, and still y-"

Jungkook interrupted him, "yes Yoongi, I know I'm a fucking shithead! I'm sorry for everything that I've done! From the picture that I sent to my friends to calling you all those words! And I'm sorry for choking you, I-"

"Why did you do it? How come you changed?" Yoongi whispered out.

"Because I fucking love you, Min Yoongi! I didn't want to but still my heart chose for you! When you sent me that photo, I told you how beautiful you were, how bad I wanted to be the ribbon that was hugging your thighs. But then you said you're going to upload it, it was like my praise didn't had any effect on you. But also for my image, I was a bad person before you came, you changed me and I didn't want to loose my friends, I know it's stupid and you can scold me how much you want"

"You are really stupid Jungkook, out of jealousy? If you truly 'loved' me you wouldn't show me it li-"

Jungkook interrupted him by pulling Yoongi up ㅡbecause he is very short compared to Jungkookㅡ so that his head was hanging above Jungkook. The taller kept him in the air and pressed his lips against Yoongi his. Yoongi kissed back, he never kissed in this position but he knew it was a 'couple goals kiss'. Jungkook places the shorter his feet on the floor again without disconnecting their lips. After a few seconds, Yoongi removed his lips from Jungkook's and rested their foreheads on each other's.

"I want to be the one that you moan for, not all those viewers. I want to be the one that pleasures you, not yourself while reading the comments of your viewers. I want to be the one that spoils you with clothes and toys you want. But most importantly I want to be the one that wakes up next to you every morning, the one that cooks for you, the one that keeps you warm whenever you're cold, that's the person I want to be towards you, understand?"

Yoongi looked up in his eyes and with pinkish cheeks, "O-okay" he nodded.

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That was some vanilla shit damn

Also if you wonder why I didn't upload in the last 2 days, it was because of the bad news about our lovely gorgeous legend, called Jonghyun... I didn't upload in respect for Jonghyun, SHINee, his family, his friends and shawols.