broken promise | wanda maximoff x fem!reader

Dear Y/n, 

I'm doing fine. New Jersey is the same as always. I moved into a town called Westview. Vision and I started a new life. I'm pregnant. He wanted to name our child Billy. I want to name him Tommy. 

I miss you. I don't think I'm supposed to miss you. But you make me feel things Vision never could. You make me feel so wanted and loved. I don't think I ever fell out of love with you. 

You're like... the shooting stars that I'll wish upon. I want to be yours forever but maybe that's too much to ask. I want to hold you again. I want to kiss you. I just want–

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Dear Y/n,

I don't think you understand. I'll never be enough for you. You're so far above me I won't lie. You're so kind, so loving. You never fail to remind me how beautiful you think I look even when I'm at my lowest. You never fail to make me laugh when I'm feeling sad. You make me feel so included and wanted I don't think I know how to deal with it. 

You love me for me. 

I want to love you back, I really do. But I'm so afraid of what will happen when one day you realized you don't want me anymore. It's not right of me to move on so fast and pushed you away as if you were nothing. I never want you to be hurt. I never want to hurt you. I swear I never meant to hurt you. 

I'm sorry I dropped your hand while dancing and left you out there standing. I know you're ready to propose, I found the box in our room. I still wear it. I thought that if I left first, you won't be able to hurt me when you left me. But I think I broke my own heart in the process. I'm sorry I broke yours as well. 

But I know you'll find the real thing instead. She'll patch up your heart that I shred. I don't want to let you go, I don't think I ever could. But you deserve to be loved as well, just not by me. I can't love you the way you deserved to be loved. 

She'll hold your hand while dancing and won't ever leave you standing. Or crestfallen on the landing. She'll be everything I can't be... 

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Dear Y/n,

You're part of SWORD now? I don't know what we're avenging if we can't even save the ones we loved. I'm sorry about Natasha. 

I moved to Westview. It's a pretty nice town, the neighbors are nice. I moved there with Vision, I think he likes the town as well. Agnes, my neighbor, is pretty nice as well. I think she's kinda creepy though, maybe she's crushing on me. 

She's always around, she knew exactly what I need. She's always there for some reason. There's a weird fascination she has with me. I don't think SWORD is near the town I'm in, I think I would have known otherwise. 

Thank you for still saving me a place in your home. One day, Y/n. 

Forever,
Wanda Maximoff