My greatest weakness - Sakuatsu

Osamu's face showed no emotion.

"Sorry, I just hallucinated. What?".

His twin looked at him in disbelief.

"Sakusa Kiyoomi just fucking kissed me!".

After a second, Osamu began to laugh.

"Tsumu, c'mon, what kind of joke is that? It's not even funny".

"I'm not kidding! He really just kissed me out of nowhere!".

"Sakusa... Kissed you?".

"Yes!!!".

"... He kissed you... on the lips...?".

"Yes of course on the- Where else would you fucking kiss someone, you dubmass!?".

"Ok, ok, it's just... I can't even fathom it...".

"I know!!!".

"... Are you sure, though?".

"Samu I fucking swear I'll punch ya!!".

"Ok, ok... That's... Wow...".

"I know!! I'm freaking out right now!!".

Both sat there in shock, looking at the floor for a couple of seconds.

"Well... Congratulations? Seems like he likes you back".

The blonde looked at him.

"What?".

"... 'Cause ya like him, right? I mean, it was pretty obvious to me that you felt somethin' for him when you guys went to my restaurant...".

Atsumu couldn't answer.

"... You do like him, right?".

"I... I mean, I...".

"You idiot, are you really in denial right now?".

"Well, I don't know!! I mean, I think he's cool and different from everyone and really interesting and an amazing player and fuck yeah he's really handsome, and sure I've thought these things for a while now but... I just...".

He paused for a moment. It was as if all of his thoughts on this matter got shuttered and now he didn't know what to think.

"He's just so... Distant... He's so serious all the time... And he's also a germaphobe and... Well, he doesn't seem to be the type of person that likes someone so... I guess I never allowed myself to think of him in a romantic way 'cause... It just seemed impossible...".

"Well, I honestly didn't picture him liking someone either, but... Guess we were wrong".

"... Do you really think he likes me that way?".

Osamu looked at him as if he'd said the stupidest thing he'd ever heard.

"Tsumu, how dense can you be? You clearly don't just go ahead and kiss someone you don't like, you moron".

"But he... It's just that, he frowns all the time we're together, like I just annoyed him, and... He just...".

"Well, you are pretty annoying".

"Samu!!".

"But maybe you misunderstood him. Maybe you guys should talk about it".

Atsumu was still frowning. He couldn't decide how he should feel about this. It felt like a dream, something so unlikely that seemed unreal.

He'd never imagined that someone like Sakusa Kiyoomi could be actually interested in him.

If it was, indeed, real... He'd be beyond happy. But his insecurity stopped him from feeling that.

"Hey", Osamu continued. "Maybe he just doesn't know how to say it, but he likes ya. So stop freaking out, you should be glad! Just talk to him".

Atsumu nodded after a while, but he still didn't feel sure about all of this.

Kiyoomi... The serious, expressionless Sakusa Kiyoomi... Could he really feel something for him?

---

Kiyoomi didn't even notice he walked near Osamu when he left.

His heart was racing, he was sweating cold and he couldn't get his breathing in order.

What had he done? He'd absolutely fucked up.

Atsumu's face... He looked at him as if something terrible had occurred.

He clearly didn't want that kiss to happen.

Fuck, he got so carried away that his body moved on its own.

Now, it would never be the same between them. Shit, what if it affected the way they played, as well?

As he walked as fast as he could, he felt a knot on his throat everytime Atsumu's shocked face appeared in his mind.

Of course he'd be shocked. There was no way he could see him as something more than a teammate to tease.

He felt stupid.

Surely nothing could happen between them.

Atsumu couldn't feel the same way as him.

--- To be continued.